THE EULOGY OF MY UNCARING

as you can see

2009-03-09T02:08:00.000+08:00

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2009-02-04T01:49:00.002+08:00

Today as i learn about Acts chapter 9, i realise that in the bible, the word obedience and faith is really something important.
In the beginning, Saul was those kind of guy who would go around and kill those people who declares about Jesus being the Lord.
Jesus said to him like why are you persecuting me?
And he was blind.
But Jesus wanted him to change, so He sent ananias.
And ananias actions were really something that even though it seems small, but it comes from the Lord.
Ananias was like, hmm, should i go and heal Saul? He is an evil guy afterall.
But Jesus prompt him to go and help Saul, in the end Saul was healed and received the holy spirit.
Sometimes we just judge someone for what they have did in the past and thus not approaching them at all.
Ya, it's true that attitude is something that is difficult to change and it takes alot of effort and sacrifices.
But i think we should really help those in need even though they say they don't need.
Because God told us to 'love your enemies and love your neighbours as yourself'
And when Jesus tells you to do something, a wise guy would know that you should do it, amen?
So, start praying for the people you once held grudges with and forgive them and start communicating bit by bit with them.
Even they don't receive christ, at least they will have a better relationship with you :)
God bless. :)

The saturday evening movie.

2009-02-01T22:25:00.003+08:00

Saturday's sermon or rather, movie, taught me many things.
It really left me a impression that i doubt i will forget.
Previously, God taught me this, What is the purpose of you doing it?
Doing what? Sins and anything else that's not for a good purpose.
Don't do it unless it's for the good.
And the movie has a part that somehow told me that.
That guy, Caleb, He did those nasty things to his own spouse and nearly got a divorce.
He watches pornography and got addicted to it and when his wife scolds him, he retaliates back verbally.
He wants respect yet don't give respect to his wife.
He quarrels and everything...
He did all these because he was prideful and not wanting to give in to his wife.
That was his purpose, to somehow out talk his wife.
But the Lord wants us to live life, with a purpose, but a positive one.
Like what? Being honest with whatever we do, forgive and forget(Matt 5:42), and follow the commandments.
In the bible, the commandments serves as like a warning for us, for a better life. Matt 5:19.
In the movie, the Father of Caleb told him that God is a very serious, strict God.
He says that the Lord treats lying alike to murder and lusting to Adultery.
And that is true... That was like a warning to me.
Sinning is something God dislikes alot and He won't bring us to the kingdom in heaven if our life is full of sins plus if we are christians.
So what is exactly the purpose of sinning?
God gave us choices in life. Choice to either say yes to it, or no.
And often we get succumb by sins because they are so alluring so tempting and we say YES to it.
but when we want to say no from it, we hesitate. Because we really want it.
And after doing those sins, tell yourself, what is your purpose doing it?

John 11:9-10
9Jesus answered, "Are there not twelve hours of daylight? A man who walks by day will not stumble, for he sees by this world's light. 10It is when he walks by night that he stumbles, for he has no light.
God bless.

the greatest Love

2009-01-30T22:24:00.002+08:00

This week was yet another week when i really practice alot on guitaring.
AND IT'S NOT A STONING WEEK OK! hahas.
I've learnt, consuming fire by Tim hugh and Still by Hillsong.
Now practicing new songs! :D Will rely on God for this, really have to start putting my best in guitaring. :D
Thank God for this week too, my quiet time wasn't a waste of time at all.
I was recapping back on Nehemiah, and i realise i learnt more this time round.
Nehemiah is a really a strong servant, He prayed that he would be in fear of the Lord.
And that God will help him finish the wall of Jerusalem.
Yet there are enemies, Tobiah and the rest...
They think that the wall was a plan for Nehemiah to become King and overthrow the empire.
Yet Nehemiah knows that they are talking nonsense.
Nehemiah and his people worked hard to build the wall and fixed it in the 52nd day.
All he does was thank God, for His good deeds and blessing upon the people and the wall.
God's really awesome isn't it? Even though the israelites treated God like some ATM machine He still bless them.
I believe that God has a big project for everyone, and that project will allow opportunities to be opened and God would wanna see how we seize each opportunity and also how much faith we put. :D
I believe that is how God wanna test us, in such a way. :)
Alright, that's it, God bless. :D

O LEVEL CHARLEHHHHHH

2009-01-22T23:33:00.003+08:00

YEA MAN! Yesterday came back from O level Retreat :D
And i tell you, it was fabulous, awesome and fun filled! :D
First day was unbelievable already, we settled down and start the ice breaker!
In fact, i'm proud to say that i start to know everyone there! :D
But man! There's three people whom i really wanna highlight which is Linesh and Irvin and JJ!!
Yea man, these three guys are the coolest people i knew there.
Especially Linesh which they call him Obama. LOL
His name is uber cool and he really raps very well!! What's more, he is very optimistic and good at guitaring!
Though i don't think he looks like Obama but he's cool tho (you don't have to look like him to be cool -.- )
IRVIN ONG! Hahas, He ultra funny la, always doing those funnay stuffs and really have the super nice guy attitude!
He also plays the guitar and sings! Very well also! :D
Ya next, Jia Jun, the ultra lame guy whom i think really pass the lameo award.
Despite his lame jokes and funky face, he really plays guitar at a very pro level!
Sia la, all these 3 plays guitar veh well one...
But hey, the others are also cool!
Like nicholas, he really knows how to bring enthusiasm to the people!
Man, i enjoyed the chalet alot, the first day was so FUN!
even when pastor preach about Kaka, i was at all ears because God that time was like asking me to listen attentively! (i was too tired then)
And ya -.-
I played Bang that day with Irvin, Ronald, Jolene, Yan Ting, Fiona, Abi, Faith and dorcas.
and i got own big time, why? Because everyone was aiming me despite the fact that my character has 4 healths. -.-
and both times i played i got Renegade -.-
And the people who keeps shooting me was... Ronald and Fiona -.-
I lost in a few minutes of the game. -.-
It was saddening. LOL
What else happened that day.... YA! Steam bath with BRX, Irvin and Ronald!
It was my first and seriously, it was shiok. LOL
But i got too blur after that........
The next day, my final day...
That day was yet another fun filled day, played Taboo and chiong Bowling, and Wii!
It was also the BBQ day.
Yea, the bowling was really fun, Gabby Lee, J-koh, Abi, Jason mraz played that day. LOL
We played like 3 rounds? For only 4.50! WHERE GOT SO CHEAP RIGHT! Ya, it's all in Safra man.
Next was Wii! It was really FUN!
Especially the Tennis and the baseball!
I played with Justin Wee for the baseball game, and i love that the most because Justin can't shoot the ball i threw. LOL
and for tennis, i don't like that game because i cannot surf. D:
Well, after the day of games, IT WAS BBQ TIME!
We all ate alot of food and alot of pictures were taken! It's all in FB now.
But i was really sad, i've gotta leave early...
Together with me, warren, Jason and Varma and Wei Hao...
But still, Thank God for that marvelous retreat! Thank God for those good weather, Thank God for the organisers like BRX!
Thank God for everyone who went! It was a great retreat with all of you! I definitely want a second. :D
Thank God and God bless. :D

QUIZ

2009-01-16T16:17:00.004+08:00

FOOD QUIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
1. What’s your #1 comfort food?
MAGGI MEE :D
2. If you were on a deserted island, what one food would you want to have with you?
Corn, cause can keep producing and it taste nice. LOL
3. What is/are your signature dishes?
Bukit Timah Slice Fish soup, BAGUS~
4. It’s Friday night, you don’t know what to cook.
Cook egg lo.
5. What’s your biggest weakness when it comes to food?
Parsley, ginger, FROG.
6. What food can you absolutely not eat?
Thing that is not registered as food to me. :)
7. You need a drink. You grab a...
GREEN TEA OF COURSE!
8. What’s the most decadent dish you’ve had?
I dunno what is decadent. LOL
9. What’s your favorite type of food?
Carbohydrate types. :\
10. Favorite dish?
SATAY, and any barbequed things!
11. If your partner could take you to any restaurant you wanted, which one would it be?
any French restaurant will appetize me :)
12. Are you a soup or salad person?
Salad, i love the crunchy-ness of the veggies~
13. Buffet, take-out or sit-down restaurant?
OF COURSE BUFFET LAH.
14. What’s the most impressive dinner you’ve ever made?
Maggi Mee (angelic smile) LOL
15. Do you consider yourself a good cook?
If cooking egg makes me a pro, then i am. HAHAHAHS
16. Do you know what vichyssoise is?
Yea, i'm sure it exists.
17. Who’s your favorite TV cook?
Some black cook, i mean, he wears black. LOL
18. Can you name at least three TV cooking personalities?
High, Siao, very enthu.
19. Homemade or homemade from a box?
Homemade :)
20. Name 3 or more other foodies you are going to tag.
Anyone la. HAHAS

O level

2009-01-14T00:29:00.003+08:00

Yay, O level is totally over!
To be honest, I'm delighted that the stress is finally over but the stress does not end here.
Now must choose courses -.-
So far so good, I'm thinking of visual & audio tech, triple E and computer engineering.
And ya, fyi, I've got 19 for my Os! And minus one which makes it 18 :)
So yea, gonna choose a course i like and a poly that is happening and convenient!
And thank God for this result seriously, it's like He is telling me which course i should go into already.
And ya, Thank for those encouragement esp from Andy, Debra and Nicholas Wong, you guys rocks seriously.
And ya, talking about despair, i'm upset over my english and science results which is C6 and C5.
I can't believe i got a science C5, for a moment i thought it was printing error, other than that i score B3s and above. Shucks...
Well, it's all over, no point fretting over it.
Still thank God for my result, It's very good already. :)
Not forcing myself to say this please -.- But c'mon, better than nothing right?!
Hahas, so yea, God bless all :)

The next step

2009-01-11T22:34:00.003+08:00

Yeap, it's just around the corner, Os reuslts...
Tomorrow will yet be another cliche scene whereby people will cry, shout, and run around.
Some may sms their parents and friends, some might just go home after that.
But let's not forget the hard works that our teacher gave to us for the past few years in school.
Their determination is something really worth to be compliment.
Just thinking about those times when your teacher gives you extra lessons, giving you notes and even guiding you through your preparations, really, it's all extra things that doesn't come with extra salary, but total care and concern for the students.
I'm really gonna thank my teachers tomorrow, as it's like a final farewell to them.
Kinda think of it, if i were to miss something in school, it'll definitely be the teachers.
Teachers like, Mr Shanmugam, Ms Wendy, MR TAN!! Mr Ng and Mrs Tay!
These are the teachers that really leave me that awesome impression.
Actually, i was thinking earlier, what if my results turn out to be bad? And stuff...
That point i worry... worry that tomorrow i might get bad result and get scolding form my parents.
Yet God calm my heart, I know at this point, I have done what i should have done and now it's time to receive my results.
Regardless good or bad, still must thank God, for this year is the year when i really study alot for exam.
Instead of anticipating poly life, i should say i'll miss secondary school life.
Thinking about those funny lessons, teachers reprimanding us, we make Mr Ng look so dashing, MAN, everything seems so nostalgic!
Thank God for the school, thank God for letting me go into class 52, thank God for a great year.
This year is Unity's 10th anniversary, me and warren might prolly go back and check out the celebrations and I might go back Unity for Teacher's day.
I hope I won't cry tomorrow seriously.
It'll be an ugly scene. Hahas.
may God bless tomorrow and let tomorrow be another Holy day.
Thank you Lord. :)

It's coming

2009-01-08T22:37:00.003+08:00

Hey hey!
Os results are coming and I'm really glad that it's coming soon!
Why? Because, i can finally see the fruits of my labour! :D
And yea, during this period of time, i learnt that i should not worry at all and be really anticipating the results that God has given me.
I wonder how i would feel if i really can't get to poly... Would i still praise Him?
You know, today, i set my heart right for that moment.
I watched a video on Jesus cruxification and it shows a Filipino really having a nail stab onto his hand.
It was to commemorate Easter day and really, it was a touching scene.
That moment, I was obviously having the 'ouch' feeling but it shows me another thing.
Jesus suffered in pain on the cross yet He still praise the Father.
Under such persecution Jesus stands firm for God, so why can't I be the same as He?
I learn that faith is important, if one have faith, God will answer the prayer a person request under the name of Jesus.
So what's most important is faith, and i learnt about faith and peace in the heart from yesterday's QT on John chapter 14.
It was a wonderful experience with the Lord that time, i learnt alot about keeping myself not worried at all for peace is in me and the peace comes from the Lord.
That's not all, because of the peace, we should not let anything else distract us.
Man, God is wonderful, I even thank God for reavealing me to all these marvelous verses.
Well, for the peace at heart verse, It's at John 14:27 :)
And yea, for nicholas if you ever get to see my blog,
Thanks for those fun chattings and LOL comments all the time!
And don't get worried for your Os anymore! Everyone of your friends are supporting you!! :D
All e best and God bless! :D

Costly day

2009-01-05T00:19:00.002+08:00

hey hey! Yea, really man, today was really a 'costly' day
Early in the morning go vivo with my dad to cut my hair, and we took taxi there (18 bucks)
Next, the hair salon, hair cut by the boss (80 bucks)
When to eat, start controlling myself so i spent only on cold stuffs.
So yea, next my dad wants me to get new year clothings.
Went to Topman, he chose a shirt for me(79 bucks) and i got myself a polo(39 bucks)
Follow up with a Esprit jeans(109.90 bucks), he chose it.
see -.-
For the whole time, i dare not say things la, too exp, don't buy la.
I just go wear and go.... totally speechless man.
Thank God when i went adidas, my dad bought something and Ben gave discount, or i'll faint man. ( 97 bucks apparels) -.-
I was thinking, recession, yea right -.-
When i got home, my uncle's family was already there, together with baby Emma!
She's really tall for a 2 years old and smart too, i really love this cousin of mine!
Hahas, so we chat for quite awhile and had our dinner which was steamboat!
Thank God for today man, even though i was quite O.O
is like. through buying those things you can learn that sometimes buying things doesn't have to be expensive, as long as you can wear it and it looks nice.
Alright, gonna do my QT now...
God bless! :D

Yahweh

2009-01-03T23:36:00.002+08:00

Today's the first service of 09!!
Rejoice man! New Year, New resolutions.
Of course not forgetting the new stage of life as well as the challenges coming right up.
Without doubt scared and worried for Os, but God reminded me, how can worrying add an hour to your life?
So i was like, ok, O LEVEL RESULTS COUNT ON YOU LORD! lol...
OK! Service was really good man!!!
But first! Cell!
Played this 4 cards game created by man. LOLA
FUN MAN and after that played 'can i ask you a random question?'
Seriously... someone actually wanted to ask me 'Do you sing when you bath' ....
I was like, awkward but I DO! Everytime when i feel like worshipping when bathing. LOLA
Oh yea, today we have a new member! Not exactly new but this is her first time in service!
WELCOME NOELLE! :D
Service was cool man, we could see so many suave and gorgeous brothers and sisters going up for service!
Gerald was even wearing suit! Man, i wore only polo and jeans leh, oh well :)
Service was FAN-TAS-TIC
Communion was on today and Z3 was great today!
Pastor Daniel shared about NEW YEAR!
So it's like how we should prepare ourselves in this year and look out for opportunities and keep ourselves faithful and pyro-crazy!
I like this line 'Instead of seeing problems, we should see opportunities!'
and Thomas Edison is one powerful man of God!
To think after all the problems in his life, he still give thanks to God.
And say things like
Thanking God for letting him start all over again
And also despite all the times he failed making the light bulb, he still thank God!!
Awesome man, that time BRX said he want to have a wisdom of soloman, i want to have a attitude like Thomas Edison!
So cool la this world.
Today i felt alot of LOVE, like really appreciative to the people around me.
Though there are times life seems hopeless... Still when God's presence surrounds you, it will feel like something that is like peace.
Y'know, i remembered one person who really is someone important to me, or should i say, even though this person is someone i only talk to in church but God seems to be telling me that this person is very important to me!
That is LISA! Man, everytime even tho' she always say 'No la, i didn't really help much'
But you always help me alot!
AND you are always so humble and funny!
I think of you as really my real sister before!! Thank God for you man! :D
and also Rosanne! Your fire really burn so brightly man!
Sometimes i get really motivated by you! Thank God for you too :D
may God con't to enrich you in your life and also your studies!
Alright! That's all :)
God bless :)

REMEMBER 'HOW CAN WORRYING ADD AN HOUR TO YOUR LIFE!'
Seek first the kingdom of God and all shall be added to you.
With my Father in control, Nothing is impossible.

Jesus, Once again, Shown the Jews.

2009-01-01T21:47:00.002+08:00

There is no greater love than Yours,
Nothing else could ever compare,
And even if i search all the world
I will never find a love like Yours

Y'know, when i did my quiet time on the book of John.
I learnt about how much the Jews don't believe Jesus.
They even wanted to capture him.
Yet Jesus, regardless whether they are christians or not, correct them.
Jesus, You said 'If anyone is without sin, let him be the first to stone her'
Yet no one stone the woman who did adultery.
Jesus even told the woman to go and not live her life in sin anymore.
Jesus, Your words, Your lines, not just touch the world, but also change them and make them confess.
In this world of lies, just how many can stand still for Him?
Just how many will really have the heart to worship truthfully?
Make a stand, and keep it.
God bless.

...

2008-12-31T17:58:00.001+08:00

Talking about day...
What a new year eve...
no celebration nothing at all!
...
Have fun, those celebrating.

Escape

2008-12-30T00:37:00.003+08:00

Yeap, went to Escape theme park today.
Well, it was trilling fun filled and scary. LOL
Now, i dunno how to tell how much fun i had.
My dad's coming back to Singapore tmr, dunno if i should go out or not...
Well, stay at home then.
New year countdown, guess this year a lil special...
Have not been watching the TV one, gonna catch it.
But maybe go around vivo at night, gotta ask people lo.
Hahas! Anticipating 09 man! New Year, a new set of happenings.
A NEW STAGE OF LIFE TOO! :D
Praise e Lord man.

Quiet Time

2008-12-29T02:44:00.002+08:00

Todays quiet time was special.
Of course, i felt God today.
It felt like i'm reading it again, understanding it thoroughly.
In the book of John, Jesus did miracles over miracles.
Even in water to wine in Cana.
Even when He made the man took the mat and walk.
It might sound like a simple quiet time, but today, i felt happy.
Hahas! Going bonkers!
Well, still, praise e Lord.
Today i know another person who relies on prayers alot and never treat prayers like nothing, that is nicholas.
Cool to really know this guy man.
God bless! :D

ANTICIPATION

2008-12-27T12:47:00.002+08:00

anticipating what?! CHURCH LA. HAHAS
well, i dunno why, i miss going back to church so much!
It's like, i really wanna go back today! :D
Okok, this is suppose to be a short post, so tata!
God bless!! :D

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-25T22:02:00.003+08:00

Hey hey hey!
Merry Christmas!! :D
Today was cool man, went over to my uncle's house for a feast!
There was this marinated Chicken, German Sausage, Ham and olive spaghetti. :D
My aunt even made Pumpkin soup! :D
hahas, really had a fun christmas with them.
We bought for Emma a lil present too, her fav Barney!
Man, she's really taller now and definitely more cute!
Took some photos, gotta wait for my aunt to send me.
And thanks for all the wishes everyone! Have a Jesus-centered Christmas yea!
hahas, enjoy this last few hours of this festive season!
God bless! :D
and btw, i'm proud to say i got a gundam for christmas. LOLOL

ALRIGHT

2008-12-24T00:37:00.002+08:00

FINALLY GOT MY OWN MONITOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Delighted man, finally can use my own PC, MY OWN!! :D
yea, thanks to tim, bryan, warren and han for accompanying too :D
Man, it's clear, it's slick and i'm loving it! 20 inch for 199 dollars can you believe that!
God thanks man.
Well, heard that they had some quarrel, so just wanna tell them. CHILL LA.
the person who learn the most wld be those who learn to give more than taking.
From lisa.
So yea! I know it sucks to give in, but you learn more! :D
God bless. :D

X'mas BASH :D

2008-12-21T13:36:00.004+08:00

It was a great time @ jurong stadium i gotta say.
X'mas bash ytd left me quite a memory especially the dance part, i thought it was fanbulous!
And hey! Nicholas was the main actor! Man i could still remember how he was when he was younger, childish and fun to play with.
But now, taking on the stage! Great job man nic! :D
TThe performance was really good and i can't believe cheryl ng was part of the dance too!
I thought she only takes part in games comm but also x'mas bash... man... she is good -.-
Oh yea... andy dress until really smart that day with the new hairdo.
Rossini brought 5 friends along and JJ? Just a last min failure...
Well, had enough fun for that day, gonna chill now.
And really glad to know so many people in church, delighted man :D
God bless.

YI camp!

2008-12-19T00:42:00.005+08:00

yeap, YI camp 08 has finally come to an end.
It was all so memorable and fun for this camp, seriously.
I learnt alot from people around me and including my leaders!
But still, it was definitely the holy spirit who was guiding me all these while.
Man, serving in the games comm really gave me a lil kick.
But now that the camp's is over, is time to celebrate Jesus's birthday!
AND, i'm definitely gonna blog about some things that happened in YI camp!
okok, gonna start with day 1 !
Started with with registration and stuffs...
THEN THE DAY 1 GAMES! Thank God i was allowed to play man!
Really had so much fun! I really like super surf and guazi machinegun!
OHOH! And not forgetting spongeball!
hahas, we all had that unity in us and it makes everything so strong!
In the end, our group got 6 out of 9 games done, it was fantastic!
OH! I've not talked about our tribe, THE GREEN TRIBE!
Yea, our tribe was called Master Chief and it was the Halo character!
Man, Green tribe really came out with a real looking robotic suit for Jeffrey and it looks really sweet!
Sorry for the sidetrack, yea, after that first day of the games ended.
It was dinner time and not long after that it was the first session!
Talked about paul and silas how they overcome those Jail moments like praying and praising!
Praying hard is really important cause to me, prayer is not just a word, but an action that helps us to communicate with God ANYTIME.
I was a guy who really don't count on prayers in the past, but i defintely remember this point when giana talked to me about prayers and told me importantance about it and it really speaks to me alot. Ever since then i relied on prayers.
Prayers allowed me to 'chat' with God, it wasn't really those serious moments but rather, it was like a friend to friend kind of chat. Kinda cool. LOL
Alright, the first day passed really quickly, i had rehearsal for the next day's skit and it lasted till 11 plus! It was late and it really tore me down after i went back to bunk.

Day 2 of YI camp!
Second day! It was another fantastic yet tiring morning...
Had breakfast and service later on! And the title was Jesus Christ!
The sermon was really speaking about this God that is everywhere!
The sermon was about the presence of Jesus and sometimes, Christmas is always something people thought of a day of celebration and receiving presents, but there was something more than that, it was the birth of Christ Jesus!
There was this line that really spoke to people and it was the presence of Jesus challenges the 'live easy' lifestyle!
Living easy is equivalent to living in our comfort zone.
Ps Daniel talked about living in our comfort zone before and he said that we as christians should get away from our comfort zone and serve Him in all circumstances.
In Jesus, there is always something happening, He will wake us up in our confusion and He will help us see things that we never see before!
To me, everytime i'm confused, i'll talked to God and asked him those questions.
Sometimes He gave me weird answers that i can't comprehend but i'll find ways to search it out!
I like the second service, it speaks to me more about how this Close Kin of mine relates to me in my life.
He talks to me and He encourages me and also, He's always there for me! :)
Ok, i won't post every single session but i'll choose those that impacted me throughout this camp!
Hope that they can impact you too!!!
Ok, after session 2, we had the day 2 games!
I was in it for the 'Villains past'
I had lotsa fun that day even though what i played was just a simple scissors paper stone game. Because i get to know new people through that!
I know people like Wei Jian, Zhong Hua and Gideon too!
Hahas, and also people like mervyn and debbie!
These are fun people man! Always so hype up and everything!
After the games were over, Green tribe got the most medals with brown tribe!!!
Hahas, but after that, i got ultra exhausted!
So i just had a rest at the canteen and i saw BRX with J-koh and Muscle ming.
After that, BRX came to me and talked to me.
I was really encouraged by him as he tells me his story.
I did not mend any lies or talked any rubbish in front of him but what God told me that time was, talk to BRX.
He told his life, how he become a christian and how God could use him.
That moment, i thought of, how God could use me?
I always wanted to be a DJ, and i'm not even sure if that's really God's calling.
But what i've learnt from him was, sometimes we just gotta try things, cause by trying new things out, we might get closer to God's calling!
Honestly, i like talking to BRX, he really can make me laugh and listen attentively everytime when he has something for me.
It felt like asif God wants me to learn something, and i really thank God for him!
Really so encouraged by his word man.
Alright, after that i went for dinner and service!!
Ok, this is so God for this session!
Guess what happened man, pastor Gylnn preached about HOW GOD CAN USE ME.
It recapped to me of what BRX told me that afternoon.
YOUNG christians! Even if you are young in faith, God can still use you!
That session was fantastic, i wrote alot of motivational notes down that time.
God can use us all day and all time, So what if our past hinders us, we just gotta put away that past and pray for tmr!
For the present, we just gotta do our best for that day and that's it!
why?
Because God is always always always always there!
Sometimes, when God is using us, we get criticised by people but what i learnt was, God was just getting us ready, and we just have to pray and follow him.
Easy to say but not easy to do right? Try lo, cause we might never know what may happen!
Brx talked to me about another thing too, about our dream.
I told him about me wanting to become a radio DJ.
But i've never thought of how to serve God in that career.
Till now i'm praying for my calling.
Well, just gotta see how it goes.
After that, got day 3 skit to do and it was another late night for me.

Day 3 of YI camp!
Yea, to me, that day tht was most anticipating was the game.
Had so much fun on that day preparing games and knew more people through that day.
Thanks all the day 3 games comm people!!
Treasured those time with them, hahas, it brought back to me now when BRX told me this!
Sometimes we need friends in church to support us and to make us feel like staying in church as well.
Friends really brings us together sometimes, even if it's someone we just know, it's always worth to be that person's friend, because everyone needs to be encouraged.
To be encouraged is like bring loved by people, being recognized by people.
I know that friends are always there, sometimes they may forget us, but still, we are a church!
God is such an awesome God.
Through a conversation, He talked to me about the whole camp already.
Really so so glad to know Him at such a young age.
That day's praise and worship was fantastic!
They sang the song 'solid rock' and it really was really electrifying!
Oh yea, Melissa sang the song 'You'll come' by brooke fraser!
Berry very nice! Bet she can start her own christian album soon!
Speaking about her, my impression would be xin long. LOL
I knew him in day 3 too, talked to him and really had a funny conversation with him!
Wah, love God ah, He is just beginning to start to lit my fire once again!
Thank you Lord!

The Final day.
4th day of camp was the holiest day when the pastor said that day he will bring prophesy to us and we must be prepared to it!
That day, i felt God so strongly, Pastor Gylnn said something that brings me another feeling of calling.
The call of God draws you into the right environment so that He could speak to you because the calling of God is a holy calling!!!!!
Amen to that.
That day when everyone was praying for calling, God showed me a vision.
He show me those people in church who have recognized me as a friend.
I was so touched by that vision, that day i was like... God, thank you.
Again BRX comes into place, he talked to me about that time when i want to go to another church.
He told me that God has something in place of me, and they are people in church who treasures you.
Man, after that vision, then i truly know, this camp, God prepared it for me already.
I should not be locking my heart and not letting pride consume me but unlock that lock and let God's presence fill me up.
Whao man, i felt God ultra strongly and i was like, PRAISE YOU LORD.
I was like, i don't care how much people doubt me or criticise me, because the Lord and the church is always for me.
Thanks COSBT, thanks God!
It really made me felt like home, all of you.
Can't really express myself properly like how it was that time at the LT.
If only i got my com there, i'll blog about how i felt like nuts!
After the final servce.
I was given time to write my encouragement cards! I wrote as many as i can to the people that God prompted me to.
There was one person that God reminded me to, and that was BRX.
I was really grateful to him in this camp, he taught me alot through that small conversation.
Thanks man BRX.
and Andy, i'll never forget you, i wanna tell you how much i wanna thank you man throughout that 4 day.
I never forget to write a card to you, i may not know how much thngs you have done and how exhausted you are, but nonetheless, you still help you, guide us and even taught us so much in ths camp.
There was one thing that you helped me in that camp.
And that was when you told us that Repentance means to change.
It might sound simple but you know what? Because of that line! I managed to contain that sin that i can never get rid of.
I dunno when i might fall again, but i'll always remember, to repent is to change.
Thanks man andy, you are one awesome brother, i still remember, how you reprimand me in the past whenever i did something wrong, how you change me through God and how you help me to get closer to God.
Thanks man, Andy.
Well, now that the camp's over, i've not received photos of everything in the camp, but i'll upload it once it's delivered! once again, God bless. :)

YI camp!

2008-12-19T00:42:00.000+08:00

Final Day to YI camp :)

2008-12-14T21:17:00.002+08:00

ALRIGHT, TOMORROWS'S FINALLY YI CAMP 2008~
So excited about it, hope to keep this attitude throughout the camp.
Well, gonna start packing now, and also will only blog after both camp and christmas bash!!!
COOL MAN, ao anticipating YI camp!
My first camp in YI and also first time getting involve in games comm team.
Gonna make the 4 days wild and delightful.
Not forgetting my bed sheet as well... Those airbeds ain't clean. LOL
Well, gonna have lotsa fun! GOD BLESS!

A lil something to spice things up

2008-12-11T03:02:00.003+08:00

Alright, went for the second round of interview today.
It was like... HEY YOU GOT THE JOB.
But i sorta made that chance to become ' i'll contact you some other time '
I told them that i had YI camp and Christmas bash which makes me able to work on the following monday, seriously, that pricks the flesh badly.
Next, they told me that there is a training on friday and saturday.
FRIDAY GOT YI CAMP GAMES COMM MEETING AND SATURDAY GOT CHURCH.
Then the next thing you could see their face giving me the 'Sorry'
But instead they told me that they will contact me next time.
I wasn't discourage at all, but just wondering if i could get the job.
The next thing, God reminded me to be optimistic.
Like my MSN nick says ' Being optimistic might just be the very key '
Key to what? Being optimistic can also jolly well say that you are keeping your faith.
Because you've trust in the Lord for the things that you prayed for.
Well, really hope i could get the Mooks job.
Kinda hoping that all well ends well.
Since i've done what they told me 'Fill in staff application form, take photo, make Yahoo Email (DUNNO WHY?!) and also register myself' I'm praying that they will still hire me.
Well, Lord knows the best, i'm sure He will lend me a hand.
Still, Thank God for today.
Hope that today's green tribe meeting was successful and hope that YI camp day 3 marshals and Commitee people will provide all the participants FUN and JOY.
oh yea, just felt like sharing this, I'm really happy to be part of the Games Comm team.
I've made new friends and also become stronger in my friendship with some of the people like San Peng.
It's really cool to know them and to get such a role to be a part for the plan of YI camp.
Praise e Lord for sucha wonderful team of people who are willing to give God's people the best. Hahas.
For now, gotta rest and prepare things for the upcoming events.
Still, i pray that i will get mooks and also go for YI camp successfully!
God bless. :)

ULTRA SORRY

2008-12-10T02:35:00.002+08:00

OK, it's been ultra since i've blog, it's not like i got nothing to blog.
Pure laziness -.-
Alright.. recently i've got my games comm meeting as usual and it has rocking cool. :)
Discussed quite alot and believe me, YI camp will be fun!
This week isn't gonna rest too, have to do this and that and so on.
Went back to m'sia last sunday and it was really fun.
I finally gotta meet my 3rd cousin Joen, she's ADORABLE!
and right after i came back on monday, i rushed to the YI camp meeting, i was ultra tired man...
I couldn't even tell a lame joke... That's how bad.. -.-
anyway, we had the My Hope event over @ my place.
It was quite packed and seriously, the food was good!
What's next...
YEA! Went to celebrate Isabelle's birthday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D
Went to play bowling and a lil arcade games.
Follow up was dining @ raffles town club and we and her friends sang birthday song and gave her the cake smash. LOL
There was this guy who gave me the deepest impression which was byran.
He kept hiding and came out only when everyone was about to go.
Seriously it was hilarious when you see him hiding and popping out from nowhere.
After that went over to Orchard and meet ros and ren's friend called Shanny(i guess that's the name?)
Well, i went home in a jiffy right after a few minutes of walking around with them, had family dinner. :)
Oh yea, today i got my message frfom mooks that i got into second interview which most likely allows me to work there!
Awesome man, Hallelujah!
Seriously man, i had a bad scare on sat when they did not sms me, to think they delayed the message to today and i was really delighted that i could finally work.
Who knows, i might get to work there and become a mookser. LOL
Alright, that's it. :D
God bless.

2008-12-01T08:28:00.002+08:00

Sunday sunday sunday!
Really great sunday i had, went out with family to dine at Kuishinbo!
It was really good since it's been awhile since i went there :D
It was to celebrate my brother's birthday which is today!
After that, shopped alot @ JP.
and now, i'm watching 完全娱乐!
And they are all talking about how busybody paparazzis are.
To think even the most minute detail about a particular actor or actress could be the biggest headline for them. LOL
Even JJ Lin was in the show!
Saturday was church!
Our cell group time was to use to make pastor Daniel's birthday card!
And i think we did a good one tho. :)
He's a really awesome pastor man, he actually been with us for so long and keep guiding us with his sermon and lead us slowly towards God.
And he is the most youngest looking reaching 40 (or maybe even 40) pastor i've ever seen!
Oh yea.. we talked about 'My Hope' too, planning it really well.
Scrutinise on every little detail needed for that day!
Service showed the testimonials of people whom fall and rise again.
It was a really good show!
Esp the chinese one, gonna watch it again!
Sidetrack, gonna go for YI games training later.
Today's the earliest time i ever woke up, to be honest, i almost never sleep at all.
LOL.
Oh yea, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHERYL EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
hahas, i wanted to do this on that date, but it's on sat, totally out that day!
Well, it's still cool to put it here. Hahas!
Gonna check up on some data now, God bless all :)

Start of something new

2008-11-26T21:59:00.002+08:00

Really a nice song isn't it?
The song is really right, next year it's gonna be a start of something new.
New friends new campus and who knows, I might even get to see something new in my life.
Anyway, just wanna dedicate this song to all bloggers.
Enjoy :)

2008-11-26T13:05:00.001+08:00

who wants a good laugh?
Ever heard before of whose line is it anyway?
Ever hear before Irish drinking song?
I've got a good one! WATCH IT!

Irish drinking song- wrong name.

Church

2008-11-22T22:46:00.002+08:00

it was another fun time cell group gathering.
We played BANG again! Seriously man, ultra fun.
This time i'm renegade, and i survived till quite far. LOL
Really, today when i was having cell group, i was like, i used to have this much fun when me tim giana eme chee wai and vidas were together.
It was really reminiscing.
Anyway, today chris and han came, awesome!
And it seems like bang caught their eye. Hahas!
After playing, andy shared about prayers again, and really, it was good.
Andy tjeong came too for service!
OH yea! Speaking about service, pastor paul geeling(if i not wrong) came to preach all the way from Australia.
He talked about the same thing again, FIRE, the fire for God!
Talked about being a pyromaniac and really keep the flame burning, it was fantastic to hear her preach again!
We had many newcomers in church today too, to think that we even have to take the empty seats at the back! CHURCH IS GROWING! Praise e Lord!
There are also some events coming up!
Tmr there's chalet for the graduating sec 5s!
And also encounter retreat for those newcomers in church!
That's not all!
I'm inviting people for a party at my house on dec 6!
Youth Impact camp too! 15th to 18th, @ Raffles JC!
Last but not least, CHRISTMAS BASH!
I'm putting up all these so as to remind readers if they want to come for the camp or the christmas celebration. :D
All are welcome! :)
but for the camp, please please remind me asap in msn :D
that's all! God bless! :D

2008-11-17T01:12:00.003+08:00

hahas, back to blogging again, thought that i should keep it alive!
well, as usual, no picts! Sorry luh,
Recently many happened.
Sakae outing, prom nite and also church!
Man, i just can't contain the excitement i had for church!
My cell group played bang again! And it's ultra fun man!
Now that everyone grasped the gameplay, we can start playing it properly!
Hahas, and during the service, we had our funny pastor, pastor Chris Long!
He's from m'sia btw, and the last time he came was to talk about dining at the King's table!
And he talked about 'Goodbye to shame' yesterday!
okok, i'll just give a summary about it and i'll share a verse.
Shame, is something that we kept in our hearts and sometimes, it's just shame that hinders our every move.
Shame MUST be removed!
For us Christians, we have God, and He without doubt can clear our shame because of the cross where He died for us.
But, just how many non christians are there in this world? Countless amount.
They can't erase that shame in them, what they could do is to just live in guilt.
It's not like being a christian is going to kill you, it's just trying to help yall out.
I did not start off as a christian when i first came to church (i shared with andy just now)
I did not accept it because it's a very immediate decision for me.
But, at least i came, i learnt about this God every week each time i come to church, and it was thanks to God that warren made the courage to bring me there even though i was rebellious during that time.
I did not start off well as a christian, i backslided soon after that.
But one day, I couldn't really remember why i go back to church, but one thing for sure, i did not regret it.
It's true that going bac after you backslide seems very embarrassing and that people may badmouth you, but it's a psychological barrier.
To be honest, i still have such an illness, a type of psychological problem whereby i think the people around me hates me and are cursing me all the time, still countering it with a lil consultation from my mum.
Well, with God i can counter it too, it's improving.
Back to it, sometimes, it's just a step that we should take to forgive ourselves, to let ourselves know something call love.
I know that people of this generation don't really care about love.
But sometimes, it's love from God that you need to cover that hole, that emptiness, in your heart.
From just a sermon, from only a short moment, God revealed to me all these memories, people might think it's ridiculous, but it's true.
We really need to grow more open to God, and accept Him, and not just procrastinate or show how awesome you are by rejecting a request from a christian.
Now that O levels are over, just how much do we need Him?
To me, i lift my results to God, and pray for the best.
alright, to end this post, i said with a verse.
Romans 10 : 9
If you declare with your mouth, 'Jesus is Lord' and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved.
God is only a step before knowing Him.
I'm all willing to share to all non christians who is reading my blog now.
If you are willing to know Christ, then leave a tag, i'll get to you in msn :D
God bless all. :D

happy birthday.

2008-11-12T16:55:00.004+08:00

IT WAS A FANTASTIC BIRTHDA FOR ME!
Went out with family on sunday and buy my presents.
I got a Itouch and a MP bag! Delighted man!
I've recevied other presents too!
Thanks to church people
Highlights 'Andy, Rosanne, Isabelle, Warren, Tim, Carissa and Giana!'
There are the first to wish me on saturday!
hahas, i love those photos and notebook! Thanks!
I really got no time to blog alot....
But i must definitely say this
O LEVEL OVER LOR
SHIOK LA, can finally hiibernate. LOL
gonna go sakae later! To celebrate i think.
hahas, i've change blogskin too!
Told ren i'm gonna change, previous one was too dull...
and also a new song!
Gundam 00 season 2 op!
Enjoy!

2008-11-07T00:34:00.000+08:00

Hey! you guys should try this out, photofunia!
I thought it was pretty lame, but it had many choices and seriously, this is one of the best!
Hahas!
Go try out people :D

the sun burnt me D:

2008-11-04T23:51:00.004+08:00

yea... went swimming today...and gym-ing.
i've done alot of those weights thing and yea... the end result? Muscle cramp -.-
i don't feel aching now.. odd -.-
ah anyway, ken, han and ren were in it too.
and i cannot say that i had a ultra fun time there but it was worth it.
I've never been in a gym for 2 hours before.
NEXT! SWIMMING!
hahas, for those who think i have a ultra good figure.. think again!
Today when i look at myself, definitely better from the times when i go wellness but still i have a spare tyre.
Despite that i just swim regardless of the people around. LOL, not prideful la -.-
and han and eugene spent a hour there, whereas me and warren 3 hour ++
and it was horrendous... i've got a sunburn -.-
now my back feels pain when i apply force onto it.
AHHH.... whatever, just gotta bear with this...
anyway, having a time like this to just swim is fantastic, but i don't encourage anyone to swim long distances after going to gym, you can really feel like drowning... -.-
AND ANOTHER THING, i drank 100 plus before i went down.
and i start to swim immediately, and within 30 seconds, i couldn't take it!
So gassy! and i felt like vomitting at that moment! it's a really bad experience...
Well, to conclude, i had a fun time swimming and going to gym.
Felt better that i've done some muscle exercises, otherwise i will fill up oiltanks in my body again...
thank God for today!

2008-11-03T11:41:00.003+08:00

Well, thought that my revision won't get me anywhere, might as well rest for a moment.
Had church on saturday! I was looking forward to that day man, after a long hard battle on friday.
Hahas, definitely love my cell group, funky junkies, they are always smiling and laughing out loud and i don't know why but that seems to be the 'thing' i needed that day.
And oh great, i couldn't find my phone that day and people called and sms-ed me once i found it when i came back from church....
AND AND AND! KITSING IS BACK :D welcome back big guy :D
and yea, thank God for blessing ros too, she can come every week means she must have struggle alot just to be a step closer to You.
Had our games, chit chatted and blah.
After that was service! BRX was the one who preached.
Oh yea, i think that i can feel better to write my sermon feedback here rather than on the paper, cause i think i feel very open here. LOL
anyway, he talked about being holy and devoted to God.
Amen! Get devoted to Him, think about how this great God shows you your everyday life.
May it be O levels or A levels, even if these barriers were meant to hold us, but we shouldn't take those barriers for granted and walked off. But ask God for strength and break down that barrier.
Sometimes we procrastinate but we should know our limits and start to our action and just study :D
I was a guy who hates studying, i always thought it was futile since things like science don't help me to cook or get money.
But yea... these are stepping stones and God shows me that.
Now O level is about to end.
Kinda excited actually, anticipating the day when we take our last paper and party after that!
I'm sure most people might even burst into tears, not believing that they have finished O level.
hahas, but for now, gotta give my best for O levels.
so that Os most lethal weapon won't even budge me.
AHHHHHHHHH LORD, thanks for today and thanks for your strength.
It really pushes me on. Thanks Lord. :D
may God bless people who are taking the O levels and ros and kitsing who are taking the S2E exam.
and that acts one will be spiritually bonded and to be able to be like an oikos where we able to give our support in times of need. :D
Kinda think about it, i shouldn't leave church, until God tells me to, and i'm sure now, that God wants to reconsider, because my folly is only an act of selfishness.
Well, will pray hard for that again.
God blesses all :D:D:D:D:D:D

A night to remember.

2008-11-01T00:39:00.004+08:00

Well, watch HSM3 with ren, tim and han to Great World.
Not bad actually, lots of lovey dovey scene, great music and also some nice entertainers blocking me and making noises to make the show even more intriguing.
LOL, sacarstic but true.
oh c'mon, there was a group of lil girl in front of my row, and they keep walking around , making noises and i was totally blocked for a quite awhile.
I dare not stop them, DUH?!
so i was like, ok, thanks, the boring part is out, block all you want, i wanna sleep. LOL.
overall, i'll rate it 7 stars for this movie.
Highly encourage for those who needs some movie fun or those who loves music.
After that, we went to the arcade and play some games.
LOL, i played initial D 4 and i won. LOLA
after that, time crisis 2, and lastly!
SOME PUNCHING GAME LOL.
it was my first attempt and i got a 9002 points! I WAS LIKE, HOW ?!?!
seriously man, after that, my points became 8000 ++ LOL.
it was really fun man, had a great day!
After that we board the bus to the nearest MRT station, and along the way, we could see people going to Zouk to zouk out. LOL
Lots of cosplay people and weird dressing people.
Some even wore construction worker clothes. tsk. LOL
Ah, after that chit chat and go home.
Saw Edmund and gang at Yewtee Mrt, celebrated Joe's birthday!
Happy birthday Joe :D
Well, that's all for today! God bless. :D

worthy of the most praise!

2008-10-26T00:27:00.002+08:00

HEY HEY!!!!!!!!!
YEA FIRST WEEK OF O LEVEL HAS COMPLETED BUT THE BATTLE IS YET FAR FROM OVER!
but well, i've got my own good news!
Yesterday's maths was fantastic man!
I felt that the paper was relatively easy and yea, i completed everything! Praise Him!
And my English, though it wasn't a easy paper, but i managed to complete it in time!
Hahas, and the passage was about cats, AND DOREEN HATES CATS, so my first thought was, 'she is so gonna curse the paper. LOL'
My compo was pretty ok, i wrote the first question and i bombarded how teenagers felt and how i as a teenage felt about the delights and frustration of a teenager :D
Delightness is so in the beauty of the Lord man, my chemistry was so well done, i didn't get scared or what, i just did it normally!
AND PRAISE HIM FOR BEING BY MY SIDE! Really thank God for that.
Second week of O levels will be the rise of my greatest fear and my worse subjects... Bio and History and POA...
No doubt that i'm scared and not prepared at all, gonna do those last minute thing and try to score as much as possible.
For POA, i intend to give my best this time, i will achieve a B3 or B4 at the very least.
Really Lord, bless me throughout the entire week, it's gonna be a week full of struggles for me man.
after this week, it will really be a resting week for the third week.
HAHAS! O levels atmosphere was so alike with N levels, that intensity and stress.
Today was church!
Had a newcomer called charmaine from nanyang girls high. O.O Another smart one. LOL
Had our games and sharing and i wanted to share something about Nehemiah, i did my QT about him and he was really a man of God, even when those officials wanted to stop his building of the wall, he did not give up so does his men.
Even when they threaten him, he did not shook at all, because he knows that God will provide a solution for him, PRAISE HIM LA.
God, your wonders in the bible is so awesome man, btw, nehemiah is the first book of old testament that i've read.
And wow, it was fantastic!
After that was service! Ps SONG once again, making a service filled with laughter.
He shared about how to live our lives to the fullest and one point that captivates me was the point on seizing the best opportunity.
AND IT'S SO TRUE, we have to seize very single bit of it :D
oh yea, thank God that rosanne was able to come, i thought her parents will really restrict her.... Praise God for His grace!
Hahas, i had a great time today.
And really sorry lisa, for making you worry, i'm ultra fine now, just that i was lethargic in church.
After church, went home after dinner...
Yea, i realise that people like doreen who was so persimisstic to become so optimistic over Os, that's VERY good.
And she even said what 'just accept our results with grace lo'
For a moment, i couldn't believe what she typed.. That has NEVER happened before!
I'm sure God is working on her bit by bit, praise Him
hahas, i'm done for today, gonna sleep!! God bless all :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

The Heartfelt feeling.

2008-10-19T22:29:00.003+08:00

yesterday was church, ps song preached!
and everything about church was like yea, the same stuffs.
But i wanna stress on one thing, darius, THAT WAS A GOOD SHARING.
BUT! I've got something more important that i want to share.
I've been back to my sinful nature once again...
The hatred, the misery, the negativeness all coming back... and it felt terrible.
That night, i couldn't sleep well, all i thought was revenge and death.
Seriously, emo was the best word.
But God, this All Mighty God, Marvelous, WORTHY OF PRAISE LORD, came to me, and ease my heart with praise songs and those love words of His.
GOD! I THANKS YOU FOR SOFTENING MY HEART! LORD! MIGHTINESS IS DEFINITELY FROM YOU!
I wrote this is also to tell those not to worry or whatsoever.
And those who are losing their faith, remember, God always keep you in His heart, He can pour His love where-ever you are.
Really, we gotta appreciate God, no matter how hard it is to just pray everyday and communicate with Him, we have to make the utmost effort to do so.
Especially when you are breaking down, God hasn't gave up a single bit.
We always receive the second chance, and we wasted it.
But God gave more than that.
I realise it whe i was walking alone in the streets today.
I used to tell this to my friend, I brought you to church is not to let you feel restricted but to let you experience freedom from God.
But i myself let this restriction that the church gave to becoming asif that God wants to restrict me too.
God lets you see freedom, God lets you see chances.
God is our pillar of strength, wisdom and courage.
Everytime we face an obstacle, it's just sometimes when we will forget this God, and solve it the human way.
Yes, people might say without God's way it's impossible, but even when we do it in human's way, GOD WILL BLESS US BECAUSE WE STILL KEPT OUR FAITH.
But God's way will be better. Yea.
Really, today i felt peace at heart, i felt that kind of friend, intangible at reality, but tangible at heart. Such a Love, it can only be redeem by the request for His grace.
I will bring praise to this Lord, who kept helping me out.
It led me from a boy who watches pornography, fighting, being very prideful, being very idiotic, being someone who believes in righteousness into a christian, today, when i think of minor of myself yet the majority for others.
Yes, i might do eccentric things that is out of this world, but i will thank God for that change.
I felt the peace at heart man, typing all these out.
But really, i chose the path to obey this God, that's why i should keep it straight.
Though it's a eternal journey, but it keeps me running.
I was listening to Hillsongs songs today, and it touches me so much.
Honestly, i did not study today, seeking trouble heh? But in exchange, i felt God once again.
I really don't want to feel restricted in church, ...
I just want a place where i can feel God and have a place where freedom can be seen.
Nevertheless, i shouldn't feel sad or what for what's gonna happen.
Father Lord will plan it for me.
For He told me 'do what is best for you'
I thanks God for that.
Really, God, you are stronger, you are stronger, stronger than anything else in this world.
You break down this anchor in my heart, you make those sins away.
I really don't want to commit those sins again.
May it be temptations or the earthly desires, Lord, keep me away from it.
I thank you Lord.
Praise you!
God bless.

2008-10-16T01:20:00.002+08:00

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Hahas, came across this at varm's blog.
Pretty cool, togetic. :D

The love for God

2008-10-14T15:49:00.003+08:00

I feel like sharing this suddenly.
You know what i felt the most proud about being in a church?
Is when i see newcomers, coming with no faith, no knowledge about God and when they start to come every week, their fire grows bigger, bigger and bigger.
That is what i call the real fire for God, the never ending desperation for the Lord, wanting to love Him to their heart's content.
I got touched suddenly when i remembered those things, when i see such Christians in church.
Too awesome already, praise You Lord, praise You

the marathon

2008-10-11T12:53:00.003+08:00

whao, yesterday was a challenge for me man.
Had tuition in the afternoon and later study marathon till 3 plus.
It was really worthwhile, i had learnt more about bio.
Well, i also almost finished my maths assignment too, it's a great achievement man!
Yea, there were a few of muggers beside me.
Andy, Han, Ren, Tim and D-neo and friends. LOL
Gonna continue mugging since this is worth the period to do so.
Most prolly gonna mug like this, kinda fun. LOL
Alright, gonna go church in a few minutes time, ciaos people. :D
God bless. :)
I pray that service and cell group will be fun today :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELESTINE :D

2008-10-05T19:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY CELESTINE :D
hey, i wonder if you will ever read this, most prolly you will.
AND YEA! We've been chatting in msn for so long, crap together, telling racist jokes and really laugh over the minor things. LOL
anyways, wanna wish you a happy birthday!
Wanted to post a pict of me and you, but we know what happen that time -.-
So yea...
Anyways, wish you a happy sweet 16!

Yesterday was church.
PS Daniel preached about hope, and it was kinda short.
As the altar call starts, i still will have visions in my mind about what's happening in my life and so on.
Thus i often bow down into worship, repenting.
well, i kinda find attending church was the same for yesterday.
Still, i enjoy it. :D
Well, nothing else to really blog about, God bless :D

Andy's arrival

2008-10-02T00:34:00.000+08:00

Hahas, welcome back Andy.
We had our fun that day, and today is Hari Raya, joyous occasion for the malays, CAUSE THEY CAN BREAK FAST. :D
lol...
Anyways, nothing to interest you peeps.
And yea, i'm gonna start to bring people to church once again :D
I've been not doing this.. It's about time i make a change.
Well, God bless all :D

we gonna dance dance dance.

2008-09-27T01:16:00.006+08:00

i've been so trance by fun today.
Yea... first up was grad day today and it wasn't really intriguing as i experience the agony from last year when i totally stone-d there.
well, this year might be a lil better, since the speeches were really amusing and our local joker mr chua wei hao has made yet another magnificent speech that made us totally speechless.
We received some CD... yea... better than car keys. LOL (inside joke)
after that, i fasted, LOL, not really, it was to prepared myself for a feast later on, which was teck han's birthday celebration.
and yea HAPPY BIRTHDAY TECK HAN AND MDM ASMIMI
We ate at vienna and yea! Fantastic man.
Had some picts, gonna upload them :D

and that was me with the birthday boy!
hahas, there were some things we did during the buffet.
Me, kenny, darren, eugene and kenneth were too full after all the food but we wanna eat, so we went over to united square and saw this PS3 Soul caliber 4 and we start playing. LOL
KENNY KEEP USING LONG WEAPONS and he won all of us -.-
Then after we had enough fun, went back to eat again. LOL
After everyone had their fill, we went over to some shopping center and rest at some corner.
We chit chatted and we had our laughs.
Simply a sensational day.
Me and warren took pictures too, cause we saw some nice white background.
I edited them, so enjoy :D

i find it kinda nice though, gonna take more of this kinda pictures and backgrounds in the future. :D
That was all for friday.
NOW IS SATURDAY!
C'mon obviously it's like the marvelous day?! duh!?
hahas, had tuition in the morning and i was very tired after that...
And yea! Actually i didn't really show the world my new cell group, so yea!
Embrace them~ LOL

Cool right?! Yea, cause we're Jesus children :D
had a fun time today for cell group, played charade and CLING CLING! it's been so long since we play that game la.
hahas, and we had a NEWCOMER! berlinda :D
Yea man, our cell group is growing already, God is blessing us!
Alright, after that was lisa's sharing, she shared about giving things to God and one of which was about time.
and yea.. sometimes we must give up our time to God, so as to worship Him,do QT and also learn more about the bible.
and it's something really cool, even though the sharing wasn't important to some, but to me, that sharing was really good.
Service was good too, we had testimonies from kenny Hong and also a testimony from wei yan in his mission trip in China.
Today's service was special, we had a special speaker of the day and that was Louie Giglio!
MAN! HE CAME TO OUR CHURCH! and appeared on the screen.....
yea.. it was a video... LOL
Talked about testimonies and our God.
Saying that we should rely on Him and such.
Though i did not jot down anything that the testimony was good la.
The final altar call was great, it really made me felt PEACE at heart.
Awesome man, every saturday...
It just keeps me anticipating on what's gonna happen every sat, really love this day man.
Alright, no time to waste, gotta chiong a lil studies now, ciaos.
God bless too ! :D
And andy, don't try to jump that cliff when it's dangerous la!
WHAT IF SOMETHING HAPPENS! LOL
hope you're enjoying yourself to the max!

And it was a HAPPY church day

2008-09-20T23:11:00.004+08:00

hahas, today started well, ended well :D
obviously JunJie is not a guy who will really go take photos.
But recently things happen in my life, like getting results and also the class photo for class poster.
hahas, grabbed some picts from cindy. CLASS SHOTS.

MR ADRIAN NG, the man who always give me extra duties as a vice chairman.

They really dislike him to this extend...

Ah well.. Gonna leave them soon, but honestly, i don't feel regretted being together with these bunch of monkeys, they are fun and really nice.
Hahas, even liza, i didn't expect her to have the same ambition as me, which makes both of us good friends for this year.
Oh yea! These are not all yet, i'll have more coming right up earliest on wednesday.
come to think of it, this year has been a wasted year for me, i did not really go and share Christ to my classmates, mainly all are made up of malays and i don't want to make them feel that i'm criticizing their religion, but seriously, if they were to come, that would be great.

Now come to prelims, i improved but the scores were not so good.
I've got 26 points for it, disappointed but still praise Him, since i improved from Mid year and this is prelims we are talking about!
optimistically, i'll think something like 'others get worse than me, i shouldn't feel sad'
persimisstically, i'll think that i'll end up in nursing as a poly course. -.-

Next, TODAY IS EDMUND'S BIRTHDAY,
Happy birthday man, though you might never see this but still happy birthday, hope you like that shirt, it's And1. HAHAS
and also happy birthday to TIMOTHY!!!
hahas, now i can start sharing about what happen in church today.
It was tim's birthday celebration today and rosanne plus some other peeps came up with some pranks and surprise for Tim.
I don't know what is was, but it's really disgusting.
So he is suppose to dip his hand inside the box and pick up some paper.
And yea... there are forfeits inside...
Still, A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
Played some game done by warren, no name for it. LOL
ah.. i was honestly not into the mood for games, cause it was quite messed up.
but whatever the case, we still enjoy it and sarah's sharing made it even better.
She shared about writing our own spiritual Journal which Andy talked to me about in the past.
True, we should do that man! But must commit, i must try to commit, though i kinda lazy.
Hope that will also improve my handwriting too! HAHAS, ok lousy joke.
Sermon was done by local pastor (duh) SISTER WANPING :D
hahas, she shared about mirror mirror on the wall (self esteem)
Yea, i'll just share what i learnt from that sermon.
About self esteem, it's just about being conceited and stuff, basically... not being humble.
But sometimes we do that unknowingly and thus people misunderstood us.
But having being self esteem is something everyone must change and it applies to all.
Like hair for example, she said that some guys take 1 hour to style their hair, not necessary man, check me out, less than a min, LOL
I cannot say that i have no self esteem but not so extreme.
Being humble is what i always tell myself, though sometimes i get proud.
humbleness is the beauty of all and God loves a humble servant.
therefore we MUST be humble, at all times.
you know what, today's sermon might seem normal nothing special, but i realise that whenever sister wanping preaches, it always talks about some of the minor mistakes that we do in our Christian life that can be something major if it continues, that's why i like it when she preaches, cause God knows when to teach us at the right time. :D
Amen?
hahas, that's all for the day, ciaos and God bless all.
For the mission trippers, psst, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF THERE, MAY GOD BLESS YOU ABUNDANTLY.
and for Andy, hope you are having fun there! Remember to go online once in a while :D

Service, altar call and the koinonia

2008-09-14T11:45:00.003+08:00

It's good to be together as a oikos and supporting each other.
well, saturday was a pretty fulfilling day, and this week has been a REALLY happening week.
Gotta address this first, NO PICTURES, and people might ask why don't i colour my font? I'll answer... lazy la. LOL and there is no need for it to be so fanciful.
Back to the topic, yea... saturday's math tuition, got a killer paper 1 -.-
some questions are beyond my reach man, really gotta buck up, cannot get complacent.
But to be honest, i'm afraid of complacency to take control of me now.
Indeed that my prelims are over and i can rest, but today shall be the last day i slack, have to study and score well :D
and And AND! WARREN REACHED CCK EARLIER THAN ME, gotta praise him for that, improving...
After the tuition, went over to buddies and meet up with ros and ren.
Ros brought a newcomer, isabelle :D hahas, hello you.
but rosanne is really a on fire one, to think that she has brought so many newcomers in sucha short time, really amazing on how God changes and impacts her life.
After makan, all went back to church for prayer meeting then cell group.
We played 'do you like your neighbour?' and it's really... tiring...
shall not go in depth details.
Yea, gotta pray for doreen also, she fell ill again and it's been like this for many times already, so those people reading it, pray for her :D
Service starts, there was this pastor from India who came to talk to us, pastor benni, he was FANTASTIC MAN, his guitar skills are so excellent and his self made guitar is really well crafted, he talked to us about his life experiences and i was pretty touched by what he said, when he was young, about 17, he had some illness and was going to die at about 6 more months, yet he prayed and kept his faith up high and God blessed him, till now doctors can't believe how he lived and man.. that was a great testimony.
He travel alot, 120 + countries, stayed in hometown each year for 3 months and the remainder is used to travel to other countries, and his passport is nonetheless thick and has the size of a bible or maybe bigger already.
He is truly a man of God.
Next was Pastor Benjamin Chew from S'pore.
He talked about Nehemiah and his prayers. But what i could learn from the sermon is that i must constantly pray, pray until something happens.
Because prayer is something powerful, it may seem simple, but it can reward someone abundantly.
But that's not all, prayer can also change own's heart, to be more optimistic and more open and not so easily getting engulfed by anger.
hahas, so ASAP! ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER.
We had a altar call after this, many things happen man, i was focusing onto praising and worshipping and later the pastors went to lay hands on the children.
The spiritual atmosphere was indescribable, everywhere are the rhythms of Christians singing out loud and praising God with the heart of worship.
During the altar call, i saw many things and many of which are those holy things that can never be found in the outside world.
Maybe God wants me to experience this, though i'm still growing in Christ, but these could be the things that can change my life.
People hates, criticize and even held hatred in their hearts, but it's really not worth, because sometimes we will do things out of anger, out of confusion.
thus i think that we should soften our hearts, and accept things in a kind way, and making things simpler by accepting one another.
Yea, that's it for the post.
Sorry for it to be kinda lengthy, God bless. :D

Yikes

2008-09-11T16:16:00.002+08:00

MY PREV POST WAS MY 100TH POST.
Should have made something special about it.. oh well..
Yesterday was a rockin day, like finally... All the important papers are gone, finished, NO MORE.
Left science paper 1 tmr.
I was slacking yesterday, and I CAN FINALLY SLACK.
Played GrandChase as usual :)
Came out new character seh! Ryan! LOL
Yea.. a druid but still, it's strong. Ok, sorry... just go and check it out by yourself www.grandchasesea.com
Man, shiok la... Love life when you can slack...
Now i'm catching Prince of Tennis anime, not bad seh :D
hahas, gonna meet up with andy for follow up and play a lil basketball and badminton, not with them probably.
Ciaos and May God bless all O level students who are still mugging. :D

God so bless me man

2008-09-08T17:50:00.005+08:00

Today was my e maths paper 2
Just a short testimony that really made me regret big time.
There was this circle question whereby you are suppose to find the area of the hemi-sphere.
I WAS WONDERING, what is the formula!!
I heard a voice saying it's πr² but i thought that was me...
See la... in the end it's really πr²...
lost 4 marks because of it...
So people, trust in Lord man, don't fall into the same pit as me. :D
But yea.. i believe i can pass. :D
for history... i guess i'll browse through a lil.
Since history has always been a scoring zone for my combined humans, i guess i'll study a lil more than usual for it.
Might be going to mac and study later on.
So ciaos people. :D
God bless. :D

2008-09-07T21:34:00.003+08:00

Today i've been wondering alot.
What lacks in my life that i'm seeking always?
I've financially stable, i got many supportive friends, i even got best pals in life.
But i realise what i lack of was actually that family bonding.
Others have family that goes out together, siblings that are really nice to them, a carefree life when their parents give them the moral support, that's the life i really want.
I'm kinda lonely actually, my family's life is a lil crooked and my bro is like not getting better in attitude, i never know when my family will crumble into pieces.
Dad might get a job overseas...
My family doesn't even go out on sundays, when most family spent time going out.
Dinner... we don't even eat together...
I'm like' WHY?! WHY ME?!'
Whenever i see a happy family, i honestly felt a lil jealous, wishing that mine could be the same too.
Ah whatever.. i just felt like venting my feelings on my blog..
But what i truly seek it's just a happy family, i hope my Father Lord will help me out.
Kinda sad yea? When everyone can be free from pressure, stress, while i'm having sucha things hitting me always.
Saturday, thank God for that sabbath day, when all my feelings can be released to God.
Thank God for it.

Luke :D

2008-09-05T01:16:00.002+08:00

What is highly valued among men is detestable in God's sight.
when i came across this, i was like 'so true'
It's like no big deal when you have the whole property of your own but you go and boast around.
God doesn't like that, God loves humble men.
So i can learn 2 things from this verse, Be humble and put aside the earth's desires.
Detestable is a strong word, in Oxford Dictionary it shows 'to have a strong feeling of dislike for somebody or something'
That is like.. you're gonna miss out so much in God's gift to you.
cause He will dislike you strongly.
Therefore, i know that even if things are highly valued in other's eyes, i must learn that God holds a higher value than anything else.
God bless all :D

if life was simple, how complicated would you make it?

2008-09-04T09:15:00.007+08:00

Friends around can just put a smile on your face, because they support you.

Well, we all know that (Olevel people) exams are coming up and it's getting on our nerves.
But what is that catalyst that sums up all those frustration?
I went to think about it and i've came up with some conclusions.
Maybe some of us wants to get very good marks so that we can go for tertiary education?
or maybe because we are working very hard but just can't meet with our expectations.
All things are possible man.
O level is like the most woo ha thing for us now and this september holiday is definitely a week not worth wasting.
Yea.. of course don't expect things like 14 hours of non stop studying..
I bet that kinda stuff will happen during the 2 weeks holiday before Os.
the most intense week i'll say -.-
But nonetheless, studying and preparing now is still not too late.
Depending whether we want to make an effort to study or not.
Procrastinating won't bring us anywhere, so i believe that take this 1 week, find friends and study with them.
My week was quite a fruitful one, though i did not study much but i learn much.
More sensible in my thinkings and of course more passion into studying well.
Yesterday when me and warren went to mac, we discussed over our targets,worse case scenarios and also what we think we can get with the current standard.
Come to think of it, such a thing can motivate people bit by bit to study well.
Like for my case, I WANNA SCORE A2 FOR ENGLISH, and it's no joke i'm gonna revise on english.
And for this week, slacking is not a definite no-no.
Can slack, duh? This is like the final week for you to slack for awhile, why not?
But don't go too overboard la.
yea, it's been awhile since i've blog.
But really, this week has been like a week to pray and fast for.
I'm just starting my fasting and that's all.
But yea.. fasting really causes emotions to run a lil wild.
of course i did not go around and scold people in msn but felt odd when people make very dumb comments (which i can usually take it in the past, LOL)
Ah... now is like early morning, and i've gotta go out soon.
Warren said there is class outing on friday, maybe i'll pass, tuition.
Next week is the final week for prelims, havta make the best out of it.
Gonna make sure it's not gonna be another cliche scenario like last year -.-
Hahas! to end everything! I finally got a pass for my maths paper 1 this year! Hallelujah!
Praise God man :D
alright, gonna end here, God bless . :D
Believe and all things will be possible.
AND HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
FOR THOSE WHO ARE FASTING! AND HAS A LIL PROB WITH FOOD CONTROL!
WATCH THIS LA

Church & MORE!

2008-09-01T12:51:00.007+08:00

alright, apologies readers.
Really got no time and inspiration to blog anything.
But saturday will definitely be different as it is different than any other day!(to me)
well, had my church tuition thing in the morning, math.
This time round i managed to complete the paper 1 faster :D
ah well, just very glad that at least there is improvements.
Next up, i went over with doreen and warren to buddies but after that i left for mac.
Taught Rosanne trigo and chat chat chat, after that went to buy present for YI MIAO!
and yea! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI MIAO!
though you might never see this, but oh well..
Games was fun, charade! And also a game by andy about teamwork.
And yea.. he shared too about a new start , a new beginning
and yea.. in the future we can be anything but what really matters is what comes between your way.
yeap, i learnt that we have to be protective towards ourselves and know what's right and wrong.
not get led by 'minor' temptations and misled by the devil.
Sometimes we do wonder, does ah beng's feel good everyday about their daily lives?
When they can do almost everything that is 'fun'?
well, maybe different people have different perspectives but mine would be that they are indeed lonely.
They just wanted a life whereby people can recognize them and not think that they are some barbarians.
what they need it's just a new beginning, but yea... will we make an effort to help them?
Alright, next was service!
It was the cheerful leader sister wanping!
And yea.. she shared something i really can get my focus on, which was fasting.
hahas, i gave myself a qoute 'If Jesus can fast for 40 days, why can't you?'
lol, gonna so apply that for my fasting this week.
Fasting is a spiritual discipline that enables me to draw closer to God.
And yea! Fasting can also bring spiritual breakthrough's in life, so fasting is important!
Some types of fasting :
Normal Fast
Fasting with no food but water.
Partial fast
Giving up certain food.
Total fast
GG. LOL (only for those who are ready to commit for it.)
......
Yea, fasting doesn't require anyone to tell the whole world, keep it for yourself!
Service ends, went for dinner and we played this 'testing your english' game.
Just test see if you make any grammatical mistakes and each time must pay 10 cents.
LOL, and when it sums up to 1.50, that person must treat bubbletea.
and yea... i got too exhuasted after everything, went back home by bus and passed yi miao her present :D and went back home..
tired la..
..........
Sunday!
Yea, a super ultra long day.
First i went to bible study in the morning
Talked more about the bible.
And went over to the RSAF open house with tim, Andy and Warren's bro.
it was really cool to see those planes displaying even the black knight!
Well, i was more interested in the Apache and also the F5s.
There was the airshow too,

The planes taking off~
eh, it was really not so bad afterall, but what really made me laugh was when so many commandos coming out from the chino and preparing to kill some terrorists, try imagining if 1 terrorists shoots the chino down before they came out, S'pore GG.
LOL.
and yea... more photos of course. :D
took some of the artilleries and also the planes, fyi, the food there bagus!
alright! here are some of the pictures.

And yea.. as i walk past some of these planes i saw this yellow tag thingy and it looks cool to take photo with it. LOL

Spastic me. :D
Well, that ends the day in RSAF.

Last photo of the day! Not bad eh?

After that we went over to Comex to buy things.
I SAW CAMP ROCK PLAYING THERE. ok.
long story cut short, tim bought a new keyboard, andy bought a new hard disk and warren and me bought nothing. LOL
He wanted to get a laptop but yea.. gotta wait for next time. LOL
Same for me, gonna wait for next comex..
Ah, got very tired after 12 hours of walking.
So i just went home and sleep. LOL
Shall blog more next time, since this week is holiday, there will sure be lots of things to share!
Until next time!
God bless. :D

Saturday, so saturating.

2008-08-24T00:21:00.003+08:00

LOL, it's saturday once again!
Eh! the most anticipating day of the week. AND I LOVE IT.
hahas! studied in the morning in church, had this tutoring thing by xiao zhi wei.
And yea! His maths is good man! very observant.
Ah, had this new pal already! LOL, the name's ronald, from zealot.
hahas! everything turned out well for the tuition, just that after 2 hours in church, i had to spend two more hours at buddies having tuition!
It was a killer but i enjoyed it since my maths improved. :D
Yea... Soon i'm gonna have the biggest test of all, BPGHS PAPERS! D:
ok back to topic, yea... after tuition, talked talked talked and went to church for cell group.
Oh yea! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ROSANNE'S SISTER IF YOU ARE EVER GONNA LOOK AT THIS! GOD BLESS. :D
Cell group was cool luh, played whacko in the beginning as the pre-game.
ALOT OF PEOPLE PLAY LO, i pitied those whackers...
alright, next was taboo, some guessing the word game. LOL
and my group people were like so enthu over it! Good la! Cell bonding. :D
i did joined in too, had fun playing with them and yea! SHARING!!!!
It's from andy and it's about the direction of purity!
Yea, basically it's just about being pure in life in every ways and also not be led to unrighteousness side for even a second.
Living a pure, clean life requires both our hearts and feet.
Work over like working hard for it to be pure.
BEING PURE IS SOMETHING DIFFICULT BUT POSSIBLE. :D
See, bit by bit, God enters my life. Good sharing about being pure.

Next was service!! 9th commandment, coming to the final commandment next week.
hahas! i love the title! it's ' FIGHTING TRUTH DECAY '
Sucha well illustrated sermon for today!
Exodus 20:16
WHY DO WE LIE???
pride.
WAYS WE LIE(which is wrong obviously)
exaggeration was one mentioned, and it's so true as many people loves exaggerating things which is also considered a lie.
and one more, GOSSIP, girls speciality, sometimes lies will be mentioned during gossips and God dislike gossips alot!
For me, i hate excuses, it's like you are putting the blame into someone else without realising how they would feel, selfish act.
excuses can be lies too, just that we do it sub-consciously.
bascially the entire sermon, from what i learnt is that, we shall not lie.
Can say no point in lying, because when we lie, we are protecting ourselves.
So what is it about lie that questions us?

T - IS IT TRUE?! (oftenly said)
H - Will it help?
I - Is it inspiring?
N - Is it necessary??? to lie.
K - Is it kind?

lying is never kind, necessary, inspiring, helpful nor true.
So don't lie, live a life of integrity man! :D
Well, i love the sermon today man!
AND! my prelims are coming this week, kinda anxious over it, but i'm prepared for the worse, so yea...
Still, i must have faith and believe in God and myself that i will do well too.
May all my efforts will not gone to waste.
God bless all :D

LEARNING NEW SONG!

2008-08-23T00:25:00.003+08:00

you know, studying is tiring!
Good to destress!
Gonna learn this few songs to play 'This is me' 'I'm yours' & 'more than words' :D
Great hits man! :D
God bless.

2008-08-20T23:04:00.005+08:00

Sometimes i do wonder, if we really did put our all for God?
Or is it just that we proclaim we did but in actual fact, it's all procrastination.
Still God love's us in spite of our denial towards him.
Hahas! I'm proud to say that i've got an awesome God with me.
And yea! LORD! I'll praise you always. :D

Long story cut short.

2008-08-19T17:10:00.003+08:00

Well, as i said, we've had our interview and all of us were suppose to wear formal on that day right?!
LIKE FINALLY I'VE GOT THE PHOTOS. LOL
I don't really wanna post long, but a few pictures to spice up the post. :D
And yea... i don't like formal...

Yeap, the sunshines. :D. LOL

Me and Darren, lotsa people say i look veh tall here. -.-

NAZI!

That's all~ God bless. :D

Blogging time :D

2008-08-18T21:09:00.004+08:00

(SIGNATURE SMILE LEH!)
Time to blog after sucha long time ever since last thursday!
Well, i really not sure of what to blog.. like seriously..
But yea! Saturday! Of course i'll have something to say about saturday!
In the beginning was the english workshop held by Mrs Marife Cruz Yap.
It was about comprehension for O levels and it was really firsthand!
Those who wanna know more can just directly ask me. :D
But yea, the biggest joke during that day for most of us was edmund.
To think that the alternative word for ' ear ' was ' hearing organ '(by edmund) when most of us said ' hearing '. LOL
Ah whatever, i honestly didn't enjoy the workshop as the second half has hella boring...
Now to church!
Well, it was kinda like my first day of discipleship with Kit Sing and yea.. He is really really very soft in terms of audibility.
But well.. Still managed to talk to him and stuff. He is a BFG. HAHAS
First was some games, and yea... blind mice!
Eh, i really think my cell group people are pros are that game, check out abi and kit sing and andy.
They have those kinda weirdo way of playing it and yea! They manage to catch people using such ways. LOL
and yea.. the games are just how it's suppose to be.
Next was some cool sharing by Andy, and it's mainly about love, BGR and how we actually react to all of these.

Liking someone is just merely based on our feelings and most likely it's just puppy love or maybe it's just a crush.
This often happens when people takes 'loving' someone for granted.
They really believe in eternal love and most of such people are insecure people.
Loving someone is different, loving is more than feelings, it comprises of commitment, patients and also responsibility. Love really makes a person change, but some people mistaken love for like. Thinking that 'i love that girl' when it's acutally ' i like that girl ' . LOL
But for my own opinion, i think that having a relationship now is really like a blind relationship, cause we only know how to put love into our mouths and not by actions. People tend to ask me, 'you no stead meh?' i'll reply, stead doesn't really makes us whole, it just wilds our imagination.
Yea, true love waits and true love is geniune.
So why get all aroused by girls now? Be patient and wait for the true love. :D
Kinda good sharing from andy.. and yea.. if you are ever reading this, i don't like anyone, gotta put my focus as priority already.
Next was sermon by PS Daniel about the 8th commandment! Which is ' Do not STEAAAAAAAAAAAL'
Sounds so simple right? Do not steal, which christian would?!
Ah c'mon, there is a deeper meaning within it!
What is stealing? Wrongfully taking anything without permission.
Stealing isn't just literally taking something and gone, but also can be a form of stealing something emotionally and also health and reputation.
SEE! Stealing reputation... no need right? Why so childish!
Ah, in conclusion, the commanments are used to liberates us and not restrict us.
the degree to which you integrate God into your world. is the degree to which you will find meaning in what you do everyday!
Whatever touches our pockets, touches our hearts
Really love God for every little small things in life, even when i'm down, i praise Him.
Even if something bad happens, think positively, it may be a test of faith!
So yea, i'll continue believing this way, hoping that all well ends well. :D
Really wanna have those cloud nine feelings when i take my O level results.
Kinda stress though.. but i'll work hard!
Still improving in many subjects.. Just wanna score well la!
But yea! Lord, still i praise you and do my QT everyday! :D
And yea.. pray for every friend around you, some needs your prayers. :D
And also, thanks andy for your post about olympians. HAHAS
oh yea.. in case you all wanna know, i just spent my sundays studying...
Like finally i'm done with hist notes, now for SS.
Got a new plan! MINDMAP! SO I'M REALLY GONNA CHIONG FOR IT!
Not much time to waste now! (have not even bath! -.- )
So may God bless all! And have a sweet week! so rhythmic. LOL

Everyone's wondering

2008-08-14T16:57:00.003+08:00

Everyone is wondering this question.. not all but some...
How can JunJie blog when he say he is studying everyday?
My answer.. C'mon la.. do you blog for like 3 or 4 hours?! Just take 20 mins will do.
And yea... i'm the most unlucky oral student in my whole school, why is that so?
Simple... i'm the last guy on the 8th day... LAST! D:
i've thought of many factors of what might happen, eg. The teachers might be feeling lazy by then, wanting to just go back home asap~ which is bad as they might anyhow randomly giving me a mark..........
Next, they might be feeling glad! Since i'm last, they can just feel like 'OK, last one! Then can slack!' LOL.
Typical teachers... ah well.. i'll just do whatever i could.. and thanks to those who help me more in oral~ like the background and the extensions... LOL
Been preparing O level oral... Now that my chinese is going for a retake... i'll have an extra subject to get stress on...
And yeah.. gonna go study now... no time to waste~
Chill people~ Bye~
God bless all yea? :D
One last thing... pray for me that my oral will turn out well...
Really don't wanna have crap topic for my oral...
Ah, thanks in advance. :D

Interview day for 1st half.

2008-08-13T20:21:00.007+08:00

HEYOES!
Today ''the title'' started. Most of the guys were in it. Mine on friday D:
but oh well, gotta accept it.
But hey! i taken a picture with one of the handsome in our class! FARID!
hahas! just thought of taking a photo with him, but this friday.. sure will have pictures...
The girls wanna take picture with MR NG! and me too~ hahas!
Especially when he wears formal... W.O.W
for the first time seh.. shall be expecting it.
Studied at limbang again.. really conducive! Managed to understand the whole of causes of WW2!
Yea, all glory goes to God! He blessed me and yea... i did it! Hallelujah!
Alrightos, thanks God for today!
God bless all :D

Luke 8

2008-08-12T22:54:00.006+08:00

Luke 8.
a great parable indeed.
Talks about seeds that are on different kinds of places.
i used to be a seed that's on the rock, trying to grow with only that minimal moisture, and when there is no water.. i'll just be still and wilt eventually.
But now, i've decided to be like a seed on good soil, able to produce well and also bringing in bigger crops for God.
And as good harvest comes, the farmer will retrieve us.
I really liked the parable, meaningful yet simple.
Thank you Jesus
a seed that bears fruit will be better than a seed that produces nothing.
and a fruit that rots is not for consummation.
So living a Godly life and be faithful.
I've decided not to procrastinate over my QT and has started to do QT everyday.
though i won't blog about it, but i'll apply it. :D

why... why me...

2008-08-12T19:54:00.003+08:00

I did prayed a prayer before, and that is a prayer to find my motivation.
God did not answer me that day, but i think i found the answer today.
I had my O level chinese result today and i got a C5...
Like seriously... everytime during important exams.. i get b3 and above for chinese..
And i got a 5 this time... truly disappointed.
My peers and teacher also didn't see that coming...
I really got all emo-ed in the afternoon, i don't know how to tell my parents at all.
Especially when i always excel in language.. i'm so dead...
I thought that i should retake.. maybe i will..
But the main point of all of these concludes that i must study very hard.
I immediately got that thought and i made a decision that i will retake and study doubly, no, triple times harder.
No more slacky boy, no more words but actions.
Well, after reflecting upon all of these, i know that failure will really makes me motivated to really study...
I shall live it this way and make the best out of it. I'll score well for prelims.
Prelims target
English:b3
Mother tongue: b3
Maths:b3
Science:b3 (thanks to bio -.-)
Poa: b3
Combined humanities: b3.
It's a row of three. which i will work hard for the 2 weeks to get 3 for each.
Even if i don't, i won't get discouraged, study harder and more!
This time i will get back the kind of chinese result i should get..
And not some puny little c5. LOL
Alright, thank God for today... He answered my prayer.
Well, good to think positive. :D
Will be having History test tmr.. will be studying now (con't) Peace settlements.
God bless all :D!

Remember, important lesson.

2008-08-11T23:13:00.003+08:00

I had a really low spirit suddenly at night... felt really angry, confused and such.
i almost cry and i felt really sad...
But i had warren whom talked to me and God who comforted me.
I almost wanna do silly things.. but God told me this
' ease your heart, you have too many problems burying in you'
i was like.. yeah.. got really messed up then...
Warren later told me to read my bible and pray hard... i did and yeah...
Felt alot better after that...
It's been so long since i've felt this way... but it really feels very bad...
Still i thank God for making me feeling more comfortable.
Thanks God, my mighty saviour

Long studying day indeed.

2008-08-11T21:36:00.005+08:00

Alright, let the pictures tells you the words for today.
I really don't wanna post a long post since i'm too exhuasted. But caption will be present :D

Ok these are the study buddies for today :D

First up, Edmund! He was our motive, we just wanted him to study that's all.
LOL, but in the end, we all had our fun. HAHAS
2nd most vain among the group. LOLA!

Second, Warren weeeeeeeeee~
Alright, he is the best, the one who helps me out alot in life too.
HE IS THE ONE THAT BROUGHT ME TO CHURCH! thanks la.
Very funny guy indeed, but he is a professional latecomer. LOL
3rd most vain in the group. whoosh!

THE MOST VAIN ONE... USED BOTH MINE AND EDMUND'S PHONE TO TAKE LIKE 20 OVER PICTURES.

the all time narcisstic one. D-neo......
Alright, she studied alot... and she dunno alot... yeah....

Here are some other pictures that was taken :D

My buds. :D

this is like so candid..

Hahas! some of the picture that i chose to post, not bad not bad.

Solarized*

Doreen's trademark finisher : FISH EYE. AH HAHAHHAHAS!

Wah, i love this picture man! My monstrous face. :D

Great picture, great edit :D

AND WE DON'T SUPPORT CUTIES! eww... LOL

That's it for today :D
God, i thank you for today! I prayed and really thank you for that!
So yeah.., God bless all :D

Alrightos, pictos, postos, HERE GOES!

2008-08-10T20:41:00.012+08:00

My my.. cause i had a great day, therefore i'll post great stuffs. :D
It all started by just one day, SATURDAY! And so many pictures were taken! Thanks to lisa and the others. LOL (PS, i won't post all, i'll get tired....)
First up, i had to go church earlier than before!
Well, i don't go church because i have to, but i go there because i WANT to!
Really, these past few years... God has made a significant change in my life.
He made me from a skinny guy to a big guy, He made me from a guy who doesn't like studying to a guy who likes studying more now, He made me from thinking negatively to thinking positively.
Man, i love you God! Alright, back.
While i was knowing that i'm late... i rushed down asap to catch the bus.
Luckily, i was on time, and guess who i saw... Doreen..............
As i was on the bus, i was thinking what will the service be about...
Don't worry, all shall be enlighten later on. :D
Once we got down from the bus... rush straight for cell group.. and yeah... they separated...
First up.. they ask me some really WEIRD questions like...
''JUNJIE, would you prefer a girl who is fat or a girl who has BO''
what the crap... if i could, NONE. But preferably BO girls.. LOL
Next question'' would prefer a girl with alot of armpit hair ot a girl with alot of leg hair and they must be wearing sleeveless clothes and shorts''
THIS IS THE WORSE LA! ANDY! WHEN HAVE YOU COME UP WITH THESE QUESTIONS!
Honestly.. please.. readers... don't laugh.. but i'll really choose leg hairs...
Alrightos, don't wanna continue.. it gives me the creeps.
after that... Andy shared with us certain things and also his love life too.
And we got separated once again and also to share about who we like and why we like them.
Well, sorry folks, secret :D
Right... after that we went up for service :D
It wasn't really a service... but rather a communion and also praying for the nation :D
Pastor Daniel showed us some juicy stuffs, like China governor thinking that '' if christianity is what makes Singapore prosper and united, then i will promote christianity'' From the newspaper. :D
See.. Christianity no longer lives as a religion, but as a role model for other countries, people sees it as one that brings unity and one that brings calmness in the heart.
Amen to that.
What's next was the prayers.. everyone started praying and something magnificent happen for me.
God really help me out this time round, i prayed a prayer, not by my will, i was kinda not knowing how to pray at that time, but throughout the session, God helped me out and i prayed.
And when i was praying together with warren, timothy and warren's brother, i felt that strong urge to say out a certain prayer.. and as i speak.. i felt that strong tension, that strong fire in me just coming out and praying, honestly, that felt good.
Thanks God.
i love my service now, i love my God, though it's just a prayer... but a prayer with faith can make an impact. So yeah.. Thanks God!
i had my awesome time yesterday, and i believe that through God's grace, all things that we prayed will be fulfilled. :D
The communion... i broke the biskit or crumbs or whatever you call that...
Now after the service, which was pretty early.. we had our usual dinner at the rooftop's hawker centre.
Ok, this is when the photos comes in, after eating that is.
I've never taken an actual photo with some of our members, and yah. Today was the best time to do that!
I'm also gonna do a lil intro about these people :D

Ah.. the girl wearing specs, she makes high frequency all the time. Her name's esther :D She is no longer a bimbo, i regard her as a lovable sister now. HAHAHHAS!
And rosanne, she always wanna find fault with me, but she is really nice. LOL
Eh, come to think of it... i've not taken photo with andy.. shucks..

I LOVE THIS PICTURE, cause the nice people are in here. :D
Like abi and lisa. Abi has always been realy nice, just that her english is really good. Which is something good. LOL
AND LISA! the best of the best! I always share my problems with her and andy.
They are like the best ears in this earth. Lisa really helps me out and cheer on me all the time! YOU ROCKS MAN LISA! :D

ME AND LISA AGAIN :D
i was force to squat down D: HAHAS , SORRY FOR SPOILING. HAHAHAHS!

this is abi-joy, her name tells it all that she is a joyful person. She is not that short, in fact she grew alot taller since the first time i saw her in church. Yea, she is the catalyst to produce laughter in our cell group!

I couldn't even remember me taking this photo. -.-

Last but not least.. DOREEN.

Well, i always talk about her, yeah! She rocks :D never really fails to make me feel suan-ed. But she got kidna unwell that day, TAKE CARE :D
Yeah.. she was really kinda unwell.. during service... she felt that sharp pain and i prayed for her.. but what was truly amusing was after God healed her.
She said '' no more pain le, but i feeling hungry now D:'' -.-

Before all this things happen, we were all staring at one small TV to catch the NDP celebration! :D
We made all sorts of stupid jokes... And some of them even sang the songs out..
I didn't join in of course... -.-
Well, after that the guys decided to go to the LAN shop and play CS.
Of course i didn't join them this time round, i went to play pool. :D

Wah.. seriously.. i think imma noob when it comes to playing pool.
I played with weihao for a 1 on 1 match, even though i scored alot at the beginning, but the last ball just doesn't seem to go my way.
During the match.. Doreen took my phone and played with it, she told me that she wrote some inspiration note in my phone and also some dumb story...

SEE, EVEN JOEL WANNA GET AWAY FROM HER! HAHAHAHAS

that inspiration note really isn't one, but i'll just call it a special note, for it is written in there things like, she rocks, she is the tallest genius. How inspirational is that -.- when all she said was praising herself. D:

Next i had 3 matches with joel, i won twice, my lost was really unexpected. LOL
Well, joel.. nice match...
of course i had photos taken throughout the match :D but not gonna post all

PRO in action *winks* yeah right. -.-

Later on, Hann came and join us.. but seriously, he was like so enthusiatic to playing pool. He did played with us of course, then we team up together and challenge random people, xavier, darius, warren and wei hao. OWN.
Teck han is really good at playing pool, i wonder if that is his true form or is it just that day on the right form.
OH WELL, I HAD FUN :D
Was really tired after that... but the bad news start coming in...
My phone got hang-ed, for the first time, sadded. But was ok after i reach home.
throughout the time when we were going home, we had lotsa talks and doreen was emo-ing.
Bet she was guilty then! HAHAS! I didn't blame her yet she emo -.-
Right after that... we just walk home... and that ends the day~
......................................................................

The next day.. i woke up early to catch the Olympics.
Whoa man! TAO LI IS GOOD! she managed to get into her finals for the swimming!
Awesome man! And also this Korean, he was the first to win the gold medal for swimming for KOREA! Awesome bunch of dream chasers.
Well, was unable to go for BIBLE study. But i made use of the time to STUDY.
I was studying at limbang mac, studying the most dreadful subject, Biology.
Had to try to finish my ten year series and finishing my notes for BIO asap.
After that, i tutor doreen for her english O level oral which is coming up on tuesday.
I hope whatever she learnt will be beneficial, will continue more tomorrow.
Well, went back home after 4 hours of studying.. i was exhuasted.. just watch some olympic events and i'm off to bed...
Oh yeah... Thank God for those 2 days, it was really awesome!
God Bless ALL :D

I'll post after getting photos

2008-08-10T16:29:00.000+08:00

What the title says. :D

And yeah...

2008-08-06T21:02:00.003+08:00

i went to check out my chat log just now and i saw this picture...

And qiu must be laughing if she were to see this -.-
But it really seems funny TO me, so i'll just post it. LOL
Anyways.. i'm much much machi better now.
Alrightos.. just got back from tuition.
Shall blog more next time :D
God Bless all :D

sick once more...

2008-08-06T16:04:00.001+08:00

and yeah.. the title says it all.

i love saturday~

2008-08-03T20:35:00.003+08:00

Heyo people!
well gonna blog about Saturday, the really really long day!
Because it started all the way from 6 am to 11 pm, and that is really long -.-
Ok, first up, sports fiesta! It's really early.. gotta report at about 6.45 am!
Honestly i couldn't wake up at all, i was so tired that i keep asking myself, ' should i go or not go?'
Ah....but in the end i went..
Thank God that the whole class came. Went there early and looked around at the place.
BUT! the previous batch people came back and helped out in this event!
had a talk with them and yea.. kinda miss them alot.. ok, back to the event.
after settlings in our place some of us went to walk around and look at some of the performance before the event starts off.
There ere cheerleaders and some dance of course.
Even our Eagle house mascot came out... But what really made me felt pointless was when they had this 'olympic' torch and went to light it at some weird pillar. LOL
Ok, whatever.
Different levels were assigned to different location at the CCAB.
Ours were at some hot place -.-
And the goal post was really... small... VERY SMALL indeed...
it was a long day... and all the guys match had a draw, no loss no win.
for the girls... whao... terrific... they won so many matches that both girls team went to the finals. LOL
In the end they won 2nd and 3rd position. Amazing...
For the overall result.. our class got silver. hooray!
BUT after all that.. i was already very very tired... but God never fails to provide us with energy especially when it's the sabbath day! So yeah.. despite all the tiredness and all, we still went over to church.
But we can't go on an empty stomach so we went over to buddy hoagies and eat with joel darius muscle ming and warren.
Had our rest there and went to change, UNEXPECTEDLY, my jeans got wet -.-
Very wet indeed, and i recalled... the field that i placed my bad in, was wet...
And woila... so in the end i wore back the same PE shorts...
But at least i changed my shirt.. or i'll stink throughout service.
After changing, me tim and warren went to church and attend cell group for a short time.
I was kinda tired for games so i skipped. But glad that most of the people came. :D
After enough rest, all of us went to queue up and i saw alot of unitians who also wore the PE shorts.. I GUESS THEY ALL HAD FACE THE SAME TRAGEDY! HAHAHAHS! LOL
It was combined service and the girls are separated from the guys this time round.
I roughly knew what was happening as the service was gonna talk about the 7th commandment. Do not commit adultery.
but before that.. i really wanna thank pastor for this sermon, fantastic!
Alright here goes. LOL
obviously we know that sex is when two people of different gender do 'that' together.
AND! doing that is definitely nothing wrong WHEN you are married.
What i've learnt from this part is that. If a teenager, who is still immature over such things, and had sex just because they think it's fun, then they will truly regret because they did not think of the consequences. Kinda dumb..
Like what was thought during last week's sermon, about abortion.
Most teens might just have sex and later when they got a baby, they will just abort.
Idiots. Seriously.
Come to think of it, we are really living in a fallen world...
But on what pastor said at the ending part was really right.
SISTERS, dress more appropriately la! And yeap, as brothers we will help you all in times of need, of course it must not be for some rubbish reason.
I conclude that saturday's sermon was fantastic, learnt more and more as time passes.
After service, we all went to eat at the rooftop hawker centre.
But that wasn't the main part, the main part was when everyone finished their food and had our MAN'S talk.
But seriously man, enjoyed that time when most of our secrets were revealed and like there was really that kind of brotherhood. LOL
After all that talkings, not gonna elaborate of course, we went over to the LAN gaming store to play CS!!!
SHIOK MAN! 5V5 very fun indeed.
After awhile togepi joined us and had a great time but not for long...
ESTHER AND THE GROUP CAME!! Yea.. and their favourite was to ruin our game, but it's ok, they helped me kill frags. LOL
So they are cool. LOL.
Ah.. i'm losing senses when i'm blogging already...
Gonna finish this post...
After playing CS.. i was already so exhausted, almost gonna collapse on the way home.
Too tired already, but i still made an effort to go church the next day for bible study.
It was about Noah's Ark, very very interesting.
Talked about many things like how was life for those animals... how were they kept... and so on (TOO BAD FOR THOSE WHO DIDN'T GO, HAHAS!)
But after the bible study.. i dunno why... i was so tired... not just me but andy and tim too.
Seems like sunday was still the perfect time to rest for the entire day. LOL.
Well.. that's it for today!
Tomorrow will be the interview for some school stuff and i'm in.
SO GOD! BLESS ME WITH SPEEDY RECOVERY!
God Bless all :D

Tired..

2008-08-01T17:24:00.002+08:00

Really very tired...
Maths was the only class today that made me feel like me.
The other lessons made me feel like pig... lazy...
Talking about yesterday!
I tested mr ng on the Smart Test! ( and he passed when most people failed )
LOL, not bad la mr ng.
Ok, for today i got back my maths result, and delight is the word for it.
I ACTUALLY GOT 51 OUT OF 80! (on par with those people who has taken before O level maths) Woots!
that's why i felt good.. but the next lesson totally drain away that mood...
Biology...even aep also bio... ... ...
had quite a good time for soccer today (i don't play soccer actually)
Had a awesome time eating my favourite sushi.
nevertheless, CHAWAN MUSHI! ( steam egg. whoosh!)
Oh well, in another few minutes time, i'll have to blast off for tuition.
So that's it for today! Ciaos!
God bless too :D

And the last day of this week, my true love gave to me!

2008-07-31T21:56:00.005+08:00

Today NO AEP!
Wah.. gotta admit, i felt that instance of reluctance for AEP when mr Tan came to the class.
I was thinking, ' God! No AEP PLEASE!'
And hallelujah!
Well, today when i went home, i totally wasted my day, no sin anyway.
Instead, i decided to test out the camera's function and yeap!
I manage to learn a thing or two!
Took a picture this time round, when i'm playing my guitar!

RED IS HOT MAN!
But i seriously had no idea why i had that kind of sad looking face.. -.-
And after so many months of being narcisstic, this has ended that record. D:
But i'm really not photogenic at all.. more or less.. none..
Vain is definitely not in my syllabus, but being vain is not a sin, so.. LOL
i truly love my current phone now, G900. The camera quality is even better than my 5 megapixel digiCAM.
Had been playing blogger alot, gonna end it soon.
Like finally.. i'm gonna get my math paper 1 result tomorrow, it will determined my hard work!!
Hope i get at least a pass. That's all.
God Bless all :D

School.

2008-07-30T22:39:00.003+08:00

School has been really tiring, especially this week.
After this week, i'll be ratherly more busy than usual but definitely will get more sleep.
No much good news to tell but it's really good when you can find time to let yourside out.
Will be expecting this saturday's sports fiesta, especially when the girl's in my class are so on fire to get first for this event.
For the guys, we are just ''lose lose lor, no big deal '' kinda people. Hahas!
Oh yeah.. learnt a lesson today.
When i'm at fault, i should never claim that i'm not unless i'm really not guilty.
But when i know i'm wrong, i must learn to change for a better cause.
Alright, that's it for today's post.
God bless.

D-neo! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2008-07-27T23:51:00.004+08:00

wah.. excited right. RIGHT?!
Alright, this is a real special post to one of my best buds in this very world!
AND THAT PERSON IS DOREEN NEO THE SHORTEST!
ok la, since it's your birthday, give you face, TALLEST GENIUS DOREEN NEO!!
hahas, i've got no picture of you inside my computer, so don't blame me for no picts!
But it's good la, at least i won't have a stalker reputation. NEVER
HAHAS! Be glad man, it's like i will try to make it 12 sharp for this post!!
Wah.. not bad, chao lao one more year already. Now same age as me *angelic smile*
HAHAS!
Alright! Here goes!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DOREEN NEO!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
GOD IS BLESSING YOU NOW~
GOD IS BLESSING YOU NOW~
GOD IS BLESSING YOU NOW~~~
GOD IS BLESSING YOU NOW!!!!!
Have a great birthday this year yeah?
Stop thinking that birthday is dha same every year!
This year will be the best you ever, EVER SEEN!
Don't credit me please -.-
That's what friends will do when their birthday comes!! :D
Live a happy day today! :D

Saturday nite fever! life!

2008-07-26T23:42:00.002+08:00

It was sucha wonderful saturDAY!
OKOK! CHILL.
Afternoon, Andy asked some of us to meet him at buddy hoagies and talked about discipleship.
Well, in the end we just sang a birthday song to Doreen in advance. Glad you really had a HAPPY birthday.
And for SARAH NINI too. :D
She's my leader.. AND SHE ROCKS BIG TIME OK! From her looks she might look very quiet type, know her and you will get it! SHE IS VERY HYPE UP ONE! HAHAS!
Next up, cell group time!
really man, Sarah nini made quite a good sharing today.
Think hard now. Trials + Endurance = Faith. Amen? AMEN!
She talked about Abraham's faith test, and well.. she mention some goods things.
Like we will have faith in confusion times & also keeping our faith when everything seems lost.
God will give better stuffs when WE praise HIM! So keeping our faith is really really very important, not about the reward of course, but the trust we have in Him is what He expect.
Praise God for everything man! If i never knew faith, i would never knew God, like seriously -.-
OH YEAH! We played a super fun game today, lyrics dunno what..LOL Ask abi.
Well... sadly... throughout the whole game... i answered only once... D:
LOL! Timo is really good man.. he answered alot!
Well had a wonderful cell group time today! AND WELCOME CLARISSA TODAY! ( i think that is the name )
Now for service! Ok, today's service is really terrific, more stuffs to say than usual.
Firstly we had speech from China mission trippers who went over to BeiChuan to bring salvation to God.
Well, it was from sister Vivian, she really mentioned well about the trauma of how people are facing over there.
Everywhere was like a deathtomb for the pitiful children and people whom are trapped there forever.
Well, i bet it was a sad scene and they had endure it.
Kinda glad that at least 3 people were saved by God through grace and now they following the path of God! That is definitely the most important stuff.
It's good to have them back and share testimonies like this.
Imagine to just fellowship with 3 people and hope that they receive Christ in 3 days!
Man, that is humanly impossible.. BUT OUR GOD SAYS GOD'S WAY IS DEFINITE!
So yeah.. PRAISE HIM! OLE OLE OLE OLE! JESUS JESUS!
Next up was the sermon.
Today the pastor and bro rx talked about the 6th commandment which is in Exodus 20:13 ''You shall not murder''
Murder, is it just killing? Yea.. killing is also anger. It causes it.
Some sayings 'To be in a furious rage with someone is to be guilty of murder'
Why Rage? Is it for an intention? Or is it over something minor?
Oh c'mon.. GROW UP! Be positive :D
We learnt that there are 2 types of anger!
Destructive & Constructive Anger
Destructive anger - lashing out blindly at someone violently( get angry without thinking properly -.-)
Constructive anger - Cooler, more focused reaction where you do something about this anger.
See ah... both creates some fumes inside your heart.. SO WHY GET ANGRY!
Especially destructive anger.. really.. no point going that far to use violence, it just creates bad impression as well as more detentions.
Constructive angers is ok, it makes yourself more comfortable as well. :D
I think what is most important before we get angry is to think about the consequence first, we might never know what happens after that, so yeah.. CHILL.
Pastor Daniel also talked about some murder stuffs too.
Sorry for mentioning this again but yea.. it's for others.
[c=4]DO YOU PEOPLE KNOW THAT ABORTION IS ACTUALLY KILLING A HUMAN BEING?! IT'S PRETTY OBVIOUS RIGHT! THEN WHY ABORT![/c] sheesh...
As i was listening attentively towards the sermon, i realise so many things about this world.
Humans yeah? Really thank God that i was born and not aborted.
Those babies that were killed, you will never know what they can do in the future!
They might be entrepreneurs, world famous pastor, an evangelist or even a pilot!
C'mon la girls.. if you really wanna have sex with a guy.. THINK!
Or probably you should at least keep the child, you know how precious are they!
Abortion.. killing unknowingly what's happening... really man...
The sermon taught me alot this time round, thanks man pastor daniel.
He even shown us the result of how many babies were aborted each year from 1970s
MAN! if they were to accumulate from 1970s to present.. it was 500K+ of abortion.
THAT IS LIKE MASSACRE! wah... really man... this sermon made me dislike the world's idea. -.-
Now is bro rx turns to preach.
So! How to have that constructive anger in the heart?
Firstly, control your anger! For anger never make things right -.-
control your anger by really focusing on God, tried that before, it works!
Secondly, Remind ourselves.
'Speak when you are angry and you will make the best speech you will ever regret'
What does it mean? It means that getting angry without thinking will make you regret for life!
Also remind ourselves that anger does not solve problems, it creates more problems.
Lastly, Analyze our feelings :D
Things like that means that.. for me.. when i get angry, i should just take a walk in the park and reflect about my actions and after thinking through, apologize!
Know your feelings and let your heart be free from anger.

Really man.. for today's sermon.. the most important thing we need to know is to value life!
Life is short but fruitful, but when it ends, it ends.
So Take GOOD CARE OF YOUR HEALTH PEOPLE! :D
Getting late now. Gonna sleep. GOD BLESS ALL :D

Edmund, Just for you.

2008-07-25T17:33:00.004+08:00

Well, i just read Edmund's blog and know that he has problems at home.
This time I'm gonna pray and fast for him. SO BE RELIEVED
I believe the God i trust will put ease in your mind.
Indeed it's torturous to face family problems, i once too face that.
Well, Edmund! Stop being a facade to others and be yourself!
For only you yourself can make a change in your life if you WANT to do it.
O level's might be tough yea? But if motivation can push you ahead, then take it.
Let O level not be a barrier but rather an obstacle that can be pass through with determination.

Believe and let God do the rest.
Even if you don't believe in God, at least believe in what He can do.
Take care yeah ODX? HAHAS!

A really LOL day.

2008-07-24T16:51:00.001+08:00

School is really doing the usual stuff.. IT NEVER CHANGES.
And that is what makes it boring...
Had our Maths paper 1 mock exam today, it was quite easy.
Why is it LOL day? Cause i had my laughs, not gonna elaborate.
Now i've blog a post.

New skin

2008-07-21T18:49:00.002+08:00

This is a new skin i found, pretty simple but nice? :D
I was confused of what to choose, there was another one that is also nice.
But after consulting from people like esther, i finally decided to choose this.
And i was hoping that youtube TV would appear in the first page! Thank God that work!
The word empty can also be changed too. Cool right?
Well, today in school, there was a weird quarrel between joveis and teck han.
Hann was calm? Joveis not.
Well, in the end, nothing big happen, but for what i know is that hann did something to him and joveis got angry, started oushing him and tada! the fight.
LOL.
That's all!

YAY! church day!

2008-07-19T22:14:00.003+08:00

Today is the sabbath day
SAY HOORAY! yeah, indeed it's hooray, but not so hooray in the morning. Why?
Learning festival..
Oh before i start continuing i got big news to share.. I LOST WEIGHT!
wah, i mean like... basketball and running does make you get back to your figure soon. LOL
Eh c'mon man, i admit i use to be kinda bigger, but now.. tsk.. i feel dha change!
But i'm not like ryan la, he is much better.. ''muscle ming'' LOL
oh well, get back to subject.. learning fest.
There was talks and performance by the sec 3s.
The talk was really to the extreme boring. I totally couldn't get what really was meant during the talk which is suppose to be related to racial harmony.
The performance was not bad la, especially when bing shu jumped out wearing a red colour qi pao... whao.. that was really overwhelming.
Well, heard from trevor that class 37 won best costume award, and i think it was just luck. LOL, they don't even dress that well!

NEXT UP! Church! :D
today's cell group was awesome! Had newcomers like lewis and liang jing as well as chris!
well, had a great start with lewis, awesome guy man! friendly and nice.
Next! Liang Jing, not exactly a newcomer but he didn't come church for a long time and now he is back! WELCOME BACK LIANG JING!
Last but not least, CHRIS. He is warren's cousin and he is really a BFG. Really a ultra nice guy whose really diligent. Well, i will con't to pray for you chris. :D
After that was service, held by xiangshu.(bro rx)
the sermon was about character building (sorry, no notes with me, left it with tim)
for what i could remember about the sermon was how character and reputation can be a prt of life.
Learnt that character is more important than reputation.
Character: impression of someone, a behaviour and also something that expresses ourselves.
Reputation is just something temporal, it can't last forever, character will have to last forever.
Today's sermon was really meaningful, but those two are what i like more.
If any queries, can ask me either in school or msn, will talk to you all more about God & the sermon :D
And one more thing people, never blend with the desires of this world, they just invite temptation to take place. And temptation is not good.
One more thing that i've improve, i'm getting not so tempted into certain things already, like copying work or discussing during tests.
It's like i learnt to be independant and also dependant on God.
Hard work pays off! Well, praise Him for that.
That's all for today! GOD BLESS. :D
Character must be treated with care, for afterwhich, reputation will be treated as well.

anger

2008-07-18T17:09:00.002+08:00

Today my teacher talked to us about a story of a little boy.
Well, the story somehow goes like this.
There is a little boy who has a really bad anger management and he always get into trouble.
So one day, his father ask him to punch a nail inside the wooden fence for everytime that he gets angry.
The first day he punch in 37 nails. -.-
And day by day his anger slowly decrease.
so one day, he finally managed to control his anger and had not input any nails at all.
And so his dad told him '' for everyday that you don't get angry, you will be allow to remove the nails.''
So after several months, he took all out, knowing that he no longer has anger trapped in his heart.
Then his dad told him ''See, for every nail that you picked out, leaves a deep scar in the fence. Just like anger, for evertime you get angry with someone, their heart will get a scar like this, things will never be the same between you both anymore.''

So my teacher told us this.
The most hurtful thing after a quarrel or dispute was the scar that is left behind.
This scar stays like an impression towards someone.
That scar can no longer be changed for it is forever there.
So therefore, don't get angry or let hatred grow.
No good cause will come in the end.
So don't live a angry life, live a happy and positive life :D

Next.. gonna talk about my day
today the most anticipating event(not) was the amazing race by the people of ngee ann poly! :D
Too bad, can't get the pictures.... oh well.
It wasn't really boring or fun either. moreover like buying some time for nothing. LOL
Well, at least some people from Np knows me, so next time i go there i'll at least recognize some familiar faces.
Now next.. considered good news to me. :D
I'm no longer SINGING. YAY-ness.
But rather, i was told to get interviewed and filmed for some question.
I prefer this a thousand million times. -.-

oh well, gonna end here.
Tomorrow i'll post something good, or maybe suday. LOL
God bless all :D

desires

2008-07-17T20:50:00.002+08:00

well, not much to say about my daily life.. even if something really woo ha happened, i won't really care.
So yeah, i'm gonna talk about desires.
Desires can be in all sorts of category, like love, toys, or even fashion.
But what kind of desires can be called a good desire?
Or is there really such a thing as a evil/bad desire? There is.
Some people have desires to get the things they love, eg. Ipod?
And such desires tempts you alot just to grab it.
So most prolly we would save up and buy it in the end.
But what about bad desires?
Bad desires/ intentions can be in a form of whereby getting a lil something to show off? or maybe to make yourself more of a lil center of attraction.
Well, i've exprerience such things in life as well.
Seeing people having that kind of desire, wanting to be outwit others.
Whether it is bad or not, it's really not for us to decide, it's for the person itself to really think about it.
Well, desire can also cause us to be weak as well.
A desire to become slim for example. That particular person might be having anorexia because of such desire.
Or maybe games? Online games and such, making us stay at home all day and not exercising... that is the true worse desire...
God allow desires? i'm not sure about that. But i know one thing for sure, if i desire something, i'll not get really so tempted to get/achieve it.
No point, it's like... no challenge if you get something you want so easily.
Desire for love? Well, love at such a young age is really not necessary, especially when we dunno what are the real consequences about love.
Such desire will only leads to misery or gossips. See... no point...
This topic kinda sensitive yea? But i shall talk about own expreriences as well, which really made me think of love in another angle.
Of course naturally i'll like someone in my life, but i definitely know that love comes with a price (thanks to the tv media) and it's best that i don't get too deep into a relationship.
That's why after my friends telling me their love expreriences i know that love is meaningless.. for now that is.
That's why i don't get into relationship, now you all know WHY!
Desires... hmm... what kind of desires i have now...
Basically my desire is to just finish my o lvl and get into my course.
Ambition.. STILL DJ.
Well, to all people out there reading my blog.
Note that it's ok to have desires in your life, but making sure that your desire is not full of vengences but full of kind intention.
No point in living in a dark night when it's in the afternoon, so cheer up sunshines :D
Believe in what you believe in, and work hard for it.
God bless all :D

loving it~

2008-07-15T18:30:00.002+08:00

i really love my current blog song man!
Though i already knew about this song years ago, but when i played it again today, i felt that soothing feeling which was so shiok la!
Oh well, that kept me away from being emo. Heart felt more ''release'' LOL
Nothing really special happen, now i'm gonna study... but not chiong like siao.
Sorry for singlish.. i find this language cool now, but no worries.. my english is still there. LOLA!

Emo, happy.

2008-07-14T23:25:00.002+08:00

Well, this few days will really be start of me emo-ing or really not so in a high mood.
Introvert? Probably.
I don't really know why, but whenever i try to make myself really happy, it just doesn't seem to work.
Somethings wrong la.. big time.. oh well.. as long as God is still with me, satisfied.
Revised at LimBang mac today, well, with wei hao that is.
Did maths and a lil sharing, great guy man!
it wasn't really long but i learn something, so yea, useful..
after that, did what i promised and finished.. like finally..
Oh well, 11.30... time to sleep lo...
And thanks lisa... for encouraging me.
God bless all :)

NUBIAN + FEMININE = WOO LALA!

2008-07-13T19:34:00.004+08:00

WOOOOOOOOO
I love SATURDAY!!!
Alright talk about it from morning yea? Makes it more interesting.
Morning woke up at 6.35am ( everyone say WOW )
for flag day obviously. Met up with tim and had breakfast.
Nonetheless, meeting with other 5.1 people is a must! LOL, or i will be soloing for my flag day.
Well, met, crapped at the train, reached the destination, met tjoengster, slapped him (kidding), took the tin can ANDDDDD HEAD OUT!
This year we helped YMCA to carry out this donation and the very cool thing about this was that the stickers are no longer trendy, it's DA STAMP!
All recycled stamps but the colours are nice.. so yea.. PEOPLE WILL LOVE IT!
We headed out separately in teams, tim and andy went to bugis and me joey and wei hao headed towards little india.
Wah, there is really indeed good, alot of nice indians came to donate, even when our impression of them was bad, yet they proved us wrong.
My tin wasn't really heavy but it was enjoyable la.
Whereas on tim's side, it was bad... their place was infested with lotsa same people with the tins. LOL
They got a nonsensical story when they donating.. ask them for more info.
After about 2 hours or so.. we gave up, decided to return the tin and slack.
Well, THEY SLACKED. I went over to the hospital and visit doreen.
When i reached there she was sleeping... i waited for her to wake up till her friends came.
Wah, they pro lo, just knock her and ask her to wake up, LOL.
Later on, Andy came. Crapped around together and went off in an hour.
Returned the can and head to church!!!!!!!!!!
IT WAS NUBIAN GENTS & FEMININE FIVE!! How can i miss it!
head for cell group first had 2 newcomers to join us!
One was warren's bro, Bryan.
The other invited by rosanne, also a dancer, kit sing.
Played Cling Cling again. shiok la.
But it didn't last long cause service started early.
Settled down and waited for their arrival...
AND TADA! AFTER THE PRAISE AND WORSHIP, THEY CAME! ( oh, about the praise and worship, it was really good, if i not wrong, that main vocalist name was john, his voice is really good, appreciate it :D)
Their arrival really brings the crowd cheering, screaming, full of joy and excitement.
They started off with their dance and yea... no video, but will upload it asap. :D
I took the videos of course, their dance was really really good!
Jezill's SOLO WAS THE BEST! He danced so well and i totally got amazed by it.
I learnt one thing, glorifying God and praising can also be done by dancing, in fact in all ways, as long as our hearts are right for God and it's christ like, God would be all the happier! :D
After the introduction and the dances, it was time for someone to showcast their dance!
FOR ALL PEOPLE IN SERVICE 2, KIRBY FROM ACTS ONE WAS CHOSEN!!!
Cool heh? He danced a really funny one, all of us cracked up.
After all that dance and awesome performance and the 'no music' dance.
Service ended. D:
Went to Foodcourt and had fun there! Crapped alot and enjoyed the fellowship we had!
Doreen miss everything, but we videotape for her, bet she gonna love it.
Oh well, people like warren and rosanne were really high yea?
And i even got a chance to buy the T-shirt and also a photo with Jezill~
Here it is! :D

well, i really enjoyed my day.
Thought today some things happen which was cool, but i'm really really lazy to type it...
May God bless alllllllllllllllll!

Thank God for it!

2008-07-11T22:37:00.003+08:00

Wow really thank God for the miracle that doreen's gonna discharge soon.
Kinda glad about that, at least she can have freedom & not stone in the hospital.
Been praying and fasting and none has come to a waste. Praise Him!
Well, thought she might be discharging soon or maybe tmr, i hope that such things won't happen again. So God! BLESS HER!
Well, Studies studies studies, so tiring can... At least today when i went over to NUH, had some fun to cover that lethargic-ness.
Crap with deblah, doreen and her mum.
HAHAS! AND HER MUM LIKES ANDY SIA! Not bad seh andy, you got the charm afterall. LOL
And while we were talking about who should match with who, we couldn't forget about doreen!
We even said that both doreen and hong rui should be together ( like DUH?! )
HAHAS! It was really fun la, even bryan and ryan crapped with us.
Ryan make all sorts of excuses for not coming ! LOL
Well, some kranjians whom doreen isn't close with, came to visit her.
What's really funny was that, they gave her something, slack around for about 3 minutes or so...
And later... They went to play catching and played at the playground... secondary 4... WOW.
Guess that childhood is catching up their age.
Oh well, after that spent about 2 hours or so talking to her, finally it was time to go.
Well, back home and homeworks to be done.
Thank God for everything today! Hallelujah!

tired

2008-07-09T22:12:00.002+08:00

So tired everyday... Every time the moment i come home would be sleep.
Even now, i just feel like expressing how my mood really is...
So many homeworks, school pressure and so on...
Well, can take it la, but really needs alot of rest, no time for revision at all.
O level no joke man, i don't wanna end up in a bad course, gotta work real hard.
Hahas, everyday is like fighting a war of concentration, have to be really awake...
Well, Nothing special happen recently, but i found out something, hospital cannot take photos or video cam, this will disrupt their privacy ( simlin and pei wen totally failed in that area )
Oh well, hope that doreen will get well soon!
Stay strong ah! Will con't to pray for you ^^
Well, tmr will just be another tiring day... E-learning...
for those christians reading my post, pray for my tiredness to just go off yea?
Thanks peeps.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZI FENG!!

2008-07-08T20:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONG ZI FENG!!!
WAH GOOD FOR HIM LA, CLOSER TO THE AGE OF 18.
well, wish you a happy happy birthday! :D
Hope that you will strive in your studies and also go chase your dream!
Mr nice guy! actually not so nice la, ok la. ah whatever. JUST SPEND YOUR BIRTHDAY MEANINGFULLY!
Will also be rooting for you! :D

doreen get well soon!

2008-07-07T21:00:00.002+08:00

Well, this few days were spent wonderfully.
Why i said so? Cause it's just wonderful. LOL
Doreen was admitted to the hospital last thursday. sadded, lost one companion to crap with.
oh well, hope she gets well soon. ^^
This post is kinda for her too. Well, may it be that you are facing the critical period of your life, stay strong and have faith, cause all of us are there for ya and praying for ya daily.
Oh well, bear with the pain a lil longer and you will be discharged. :D
God bless ya doreen! :D
Everyday been visiting doreen, hoping that as a friend, she will feel more accompanied.
Hahas, awesome thing was that i didn't realise even nana would go and visit her.
And that i also get to know this lil cute girl call jamie, she keeps sticking to doreen la.
LOL.
Saturday was church and also rhapsody.
Church was really enjoyable, talked about honoring your parents, and yea, learnt some things from there.
Whereas for rhapsody, i didn't attend and got comments like, ''ELDDS performed well la, but the others sucks'' LOL
Thank God i didn't attend. -.-
Today was also kinda busy too, i was slacking in the morning, afternoon went to find simlin and get the private and confidential letter for doreen. LOL
Then headed towards the hospital but she wasn't there, had some scan or so.
Then went for tuition and study study study -.-
Finally home sweet home.
Oh well, tmr is school once again, not gonna miss it.
After that got o level chinese oral, kinda useless... but still... it's a MUST.
Most likely will go visit doreen again tmr and simlin.
Well, really hope that she will be fine soon.
Will con't to fast and pray for her. :D
Take care D-neo! God bless! :D

sick and sick

2008-07-03T08:55:00.003+08:00

Well, it has been 2 days since i'm down with some weird illness...
AND I TOTALLY HATE IT!!
Miss school for 2 days... Not just me... Other people like rosanne, chow chern and D-neo also had the same illness... D-neo worse...
Have not been doing anything at home except for ''doing business'', sleeping and taking medicine.
The medicine somehow gives me that feelings of rushing to that toilet and ''you know what''
And i got really bad tasting medicines this time, it all used to be sweet. D:
AND MY FEVER WAS LIKE 38 ++.....
Currently still having headaches and cough and running nose. But tmr will be going to school for sure...
But thanks to those who cared and also prayed for me. :D
Really appreciate it. :D
Well, hope that i'll be fine asap.
May God bless me, will con't to pray for those who are sick too...

HALLELUJAH~

2008-06-29T00:20:00.003+08:00

HALLELUJAH! Praise the lord! my com is so not prone to blogger virus now! Hooray!
Alright, talk about school first.
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL
- bad
- stinks
- boring
- can't adapt to the time at all
- totally tiring
- and lastly
- it stinks ( ok, it's a repeat cause i just wanna stress on it )
....

Well, new teachers new timetable and same old lovely classmates. :D
First day really not so good la, can't even stay happy at all, it's like total boredom striking my brain. Ok, i maybe can't explain that but roughly can somehow think about how it's like la.
The only very teh good thingo about first day is no homeworks. Hallelujah.
Then teachers like mr ng will make all sorts of announcement and yea, life goes on.
...

But seriously la, the whole week wasn't fruitful at all. It was more like a slack week.
The only thing i liked about holidays that impacts my schoolwork is definitely maths.
Unknowingly, i drastically improve my maths, ok la, not drastic but to a certain good extend. Credits to my tuition teacher. LOL
Cause the first paper that my teacher gave me was the first time i did it in such a fast time without asking only asking if my answer are correct. AND IT'S PAPER 1! my weakest... Praise the Lord!
The other thing was chem, nevertheless, still mah favourito!
Oh yea, random stuffs, if you realise, i'm really trying hard to make myself a ita-porean ( a fusion of italian and singaporean ). Cool heh? :D
Well, about chem, learnt the final chapter macromolecules, very interesting topic :D
But now the only thing i lack for chem is my MOLES! The calculation for concentration just can't seem to enter my precious head. D:
Then people like Mr ng during english class wasn't bad afterall, his lessons are getting better and better and i believe my english will excel through his teachings.
Last but not least, my new maths teacher ms chua, really friendly and well bred teacher.
Her lessons are understandable and interesting. Her flaws are really intangible.
So far so good her lessons are SHIOK and the most SHIOK thing abt her class it's that it is in MPLV6! AIRCON ROOM! whoosh.
Alright, that's all for school. NOW FOR CHURCH.
I dunno why, but somehow or rather i get the feeling that i really miss church during the 1 week of school and i totally miss the people!
This morning or afternoon. WHATEVER. Waited for the bus to come and also timolethy to come.
Then suddenly i saw EDMUND, i was like '' he can't possibly be going to church'' and i was right. LOL
He went for some birthday party for his Grandpapapapapapapapapapapa. ya.
And talked to him for awhile and alighted the bus.
Seriously man, during the trip to church some words came to me and it was about sincerity. ( sorry people, if you all wanna know, msn me )
Alright, both me and tim thought of buying present for giana and i remembered that she said she wanted a guitar last year so we went to buy one for her. :D
Went to peninsula plaza and bought a really good one. :D
But she wasn't in church fo cell grp -.-
Well, had a first time cell grp with sarah which was good la.
Games played what ''message sent'' by wei wei jie jie.
Ok, will not go further details about this.
Then it comes to sharing.
Seriously man, i think sarah's sharing is good. :D
as she was sharing, i feel like she can really bring the small grp towards a breakthrough in their lives :D
After cell grp, went for Service and waited at the usual same spot.
Saw giana's gang with doreen -.- ( cause i thought she sick then not coming to church)
Ok, she's not the main topic. Giana is.
Passed her the guitar and let her observe it herself.
Seems like she likes it? And yea, other people also say it's nice ( Good choice by JJ and timo ) duh. :)
Service wasn't bad, talked about 4th commandment! Which is exodus 20:8-11.
The sermon talks about the sabbath day which is aka seventh day.
Sabbath day is like a rest day for all people to stop working and have enough rest for the entire day.
There are many ways on how we can describe sabbath day. Like day of commemoration, day of rest, day of consecretion and day of commitment. cool heh?
But there are things which i highlighted.
''Skills comes from repeating the correct but seemingly mundane actions.''
''Our survival does not depend upon how 'physically' strong we are but how strong we are inwardly.''
See! Church is so cool, learning about history and also knowing more things about life's purposes.
And it also improves ourselves in all spiritually, mentally and physically. LOL.
Praise the Lord for the day! :D

the past old cute me :D

2008-06-13T23:12:00.002+08:00

Well, since i've got really nothing much to do.
Might as well post about some things that happened to me before when i was little.
Firstly! When i was secondary two!
I always love going out that time and yea gonna show how i look like then.

SEE THAT! major change, actually not really.
SEE THAT SHIRT, i'm wearing it till now, it's like my favourite shirt ever since then. HAHAS!
I was so into basketball that time, everyday will be basketball and totally neglecting my studies! That was also the year when i started maplestory and ended that year ( OBVIOUSLY IT WAS LAME )
Now here's another! SKINNY ME ( darn thin )
Still can't realise what cause my fats now. It's NOT food!
but i wanna get back that figure, that's for sure!
hahas! This pict was taken when we had our sec 2 first class outing!

everyone look so toot then. Most of us changed :D
NOW! Here is a pict when i was in Germany
That time i regretted not preparing myself going to there.
I EVEN FORGOT TO BRING SLIPPERS.
the worse thing was that i forgot to cut my hair, therefore it was super long and weird. LOLA

Me with Aaron, he's a super nice chap, always so optimistic and funny!
I only started to know him during this trip and he really rocks! :D
That very same year i changed my hairstyle and took photo with the all time famous
MR TAN KEE SENG

OH, about this teacher, he is a really polite teacher,i could say that he is the first teacher that greets me. LOLA.
He wore that amry suit because he went for reservice. :D
Always so passionate over maths till the class have all sorts of grudges against him!
hahas! still everyone prefers this teacher! And for the other guy, he is kenneth. :D
Not gonna intro abt him cause nth special to intro. He's a half introvert half extrovert!
HAHAS! last pict of the day!
This was the first time i had a steamboat party with acts one people and of course, a photo is a MUST!

CHECK OUT THOSE PEOPLE! especially lisa! She changed the most la.
Still she rocks! :D I always consult my problems to her as i trust her alot.
Well, still Thank God for her! LOLA.

THIS IS ALL! :D

second chance

2008-06-13T22:50:00.002+08:00

Today was at least better than the past 3 days!
Finally i've become so energize that i'm willing to go causeway point @ 10.30 am for breakfast. LOLA.
Ate at Delifrance with momma and also went for shopping.
I've finally bought my black G2000 bermudas which i think it looks ok, wanted to buy more things D:
GOTTA SAVE MONEY AND STUDY HARD! ( this year's theme )
Actually it's not working at all
i've never even study more than 48 hours!
THAT IS SIMPLY OUTRAGEOUS! But i decided to put my heart and soul into studying next week.
Gladly many people will assist me in my studies including english.
Next week's schedule will be very full so please don't ask me out unless it's church matters & more studying! :D
Recently i've added a new tagboard for non christians and christians to tag any prayers they want.
This is for me to pray for everyone and also allow everyone to feel blessed. :D
I think the most impt thing everyone in my batch will be the o level's.
SO PLEASE! PRAY LA!
Though this week only study for like 4 hours. ( which is freaking pathetic )
But still God give me concentration for this 4 hours.
I might die without concentration....... whatever......
well, thanks God for the second chance and also His marvelous work for this week!
MISSIONS FOR NEXT WEEK : STUDY AS SMART AS POSSIBLE AND MAKE SURE TO LEARN NEW THINGS AND ALSO EXERCISE AT THE SAME POINT, NEVER ATTEMPT TO EVEN TOUCH THE PSP!
That would be hard, i'll cancel for the psp thing. LOLA :D
And yea, doreen rocks. I've created this cheer for her since she love cheering for herself.
Still, lazy to type. so ciaos~

One real good song for christians out there!

2008-06-10T02:22:00.004+08:00

I've recently ran through all my files and i found this song.
This song might be kinda rusty to some and it be may new for some! But still listen to it! ^^

"I'm Yours"

Oh Lord
When I think of all You've done
My heart sings of Your love
That saved my soul
And made me whole
My life is Yours

Cause You paid the price
I give You my life, I'm Yours

So no matter what the cost
I will go for You
No matter what it takes, I'm Yours
Because You paid the price at Calvary
I give You my whole life, I'm Yours

Oh Lord
My everything to You I lift
My heart and soul I live
For You alone
I'm not my own
My life is Yours

I'm Yours
Jesus I am Yours
.......................................

Gonna sleep now~

STUDY!

2008-06-09T20:39:00.002+08:00

ALRIGHTO
today slacked, that's all for blogging! (NOT)
today STUDY! (who would believe) BUT IT'S TRUE!
i've got the strong determination to study well!
And therefore have been studying and improvising my maths skills and some shortcuts into remembering those formulas!
Thank God i did not obfuscate it -.-
Been studying at Limbang mac, called to be the quietest place to study around my area, yea right.. -.-
I was so irritated by the surrounding NOISE and concentration was totally minimize to the lowest.
In the end managed to study. LOLA
After that, doreen and her brother came. They studied at another table.
And i realised that her brother has low determination to study and that he is also kinda girly. LOLA ( sorry clement )
Didn't really study for long, about 2 hours ++
After that i walked home and slacked till now.
Still gonna thank God for today for my safety as well as His love!
I pray that Andy is going to do just fine at Australia! ( WE ARE ALL HERE ROOTING FOR YOU! )
And that timothy's fever will be healed soon.
And Lisa will find a guy soon.
BRX will find his *ahem* soon.
And GIANA WILL STRIVE IN HER STUDIES!
Last but not least that emeline will do well in her studies as well as SHORT. :D
GOD BLESS PEOPLE ! :D

the one and only time brawl!

2008-06-05T00:06:00.004+08:00

ALRIGHTO
Today was totally woo lala and funny la.
firstly, chem practical, me and chee young were like kan chiong spiders and doing all sorts of rubbish. And Zhang fu was beside us! And he is definitely more gone case than we are.
We played with all the different chemical and formed colours of faeces, green stuff and dirty things -.-
Almost get busted! LOLA
After that went for tuition (YAY)
nothing in particular, just tuition.
ALRIGHTO, the big time comes, the entire YOUTH IMPACT ministry booked a theatre and we all watched the chronicles of Narnia prince Caspian.
Even before the movie, we were all doing rubbish-tic(no such word) things already.
LOLA, other cell group people even got scolded for talking too loudly! But whaddya expect, it is YI!
Therefore being noisy and enthusiastic is our forte ya know?!
since the theatre was free seating for all, it was difficult to grab the best seat.
In the end, to accustom with my eye, we all sat at the back :D
the movie wasn't that intriguing, but the best part was actually the fight and the tactics that the narnians used to win the war for Caspian. Alright, must watch to understand. LOL
After the movie, as expected, my eyes had a sharp pain.
Rested and ate at LJS. And fellowship there.
After that, as we were at the entrance of the shopping mall, we heard this stall contradicting themselves at selling buns. LOLA.
They said '' buy 3 for 2 dollars, buy 2 for 3 dollars~ '' I was like what the heck?!
Then Andy imitated her and whao man it was super funny !
Everyone was laughing jubilantly and it kept going on till we reached the train station.
Since it was Andy's last day of seeing some of us, we decided to take photos with him as a memoir for him in his one month training at Australia.
alright, here goes!

The ACTSPLOSIVE love. :D

Check out warren's head. IT'S BIG.

WE WILL MISS YOU SO SO SO SO SO MUCH MAN! ANDY YOU ROCKS!

..

2008-06-03T10:58:00.007+08:00

due to popular demand (not), i gonna post for my blog. :D
Gonna post about RADICAL CONFERENCE!
Description: This is a time whereby YI gonna exprerience full load of fun with pastor from overseas preaching to us!
Theme: REVOLUTIONNNNNNNNNN :D
This year's pastor are Pastor Dave Reardon from Australia and Pastor Preston from the US!!
Alrighto, the first session was held by pastor Dave which talks about furnace in life. And it kinda bring nostalgia when i see him. LOL
And some of the things about what we will face in such furnace ( Daniel 3 )
Example, furnace of temptation and what will people say.
From what i know about temptation is that, temptation is something that brings pleasure, but the outcome is usually something bad. In other words, it's like when you want to buy cigarettes and it really tempts you, but what that cigarette can cause is nothing but harm.
The other i can remember was the furnace of what will people say.
Most people have strong dignity in life, they don't like to get offended etc.
So what will people say when we do things out of what they expected?
Usually it's bad comments, but we don't live a life whereby comments are the things they rule over us.
Instead, we should think positively and respond towards that scenario in a positive way. :D
The other type of furnace which i remembered was the furnace of insecurity.
Why do people feel insecure? And how such people react as a insecure person?
People usually feel insecure because of lack of love and such people find this ''love'' not important at all, yet they are still yearning for it.
These people react in many ways, like they 'EMO' or not liking to join the crowd.
I noted down this while pastor Dave was preaching, it says '' We hold on to our faith on God, therefore it won't break ''
That's it for first session. :D

2nd session of the Radical conference :D
Giana and Doreen (bimbo) joined us later because of school stuffs.
This sermon was rather an introduction of Pastor Preston who came from New Jersey.
He was a funny pastor and he started the sermon with entertainment like cheering and some stories. hahas!
What i find that really makes me laugh was when he said that the moment he got off the train and getting off the airport, SOME KIDDO CALLED HIM SHREK. LOLA.
Ok, the only way to find it funny is to see his face then you will know it is funnay!
And when he laughs, oh my gosh, freaking funnay too~ Like children giggling. LOLA
ALRIGHT, back to sermon.
the sermon was about ''sometimes we will forget who we are in a process''
(2 Kings 6) I honestly wasn't into the sermon notes as i was listening the wholw while.
But God spoke to me that time and said '' Every Sermon is a '' ONE TIME ONLY '' sermon'' Which i totally agree with that, it's like sermon is suppose to be interesting and it is filled with important things to note down therefore one can never afford to lose it.
He did talked about revolution which is the theme for this year.
And revolution means change.
It could be change in anything i guess. LOL
He did said some touching stories and really amazed me.
How he became a christian and the people he met along this life journey.
He is a cool pastor! ( YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING?! YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN! AWW YEAH~ CAUSE THIS IS GONNA ROLL! )only those who attends will know what this means. :D
On the way of going back home, me, warren, timo, doreen, jason and gabriel went to the CCK pasar malam to buy some MAKANS. LOL.
We keep talking about how common the things are selling at the pasar malam, NEVER CHANGE. -.-
But that doreen really amazing la, can keep on highing and highing on that day, and the rest of us were already like drop dead already.
( C'mon we attended the entire Radical conference and she only attend one, gotta put this P.S. here otherwise someone later got all 'Genius'' again. lol)
Timothy was also another weirdo, bought his GUYLIAN chocolate and only ATE ONE!
''Quality chocolate ma, gotta enjoy it. '' Yea right!

2nd day of radical conference'08
3rd session by Pastor preston again. whoosh. :D
title is NO MORE, NO MORE OF NONSENSE IN LIFE ( got carried away )
Luke 22: 47 Jesus Arrested.
This entire verse talks about Jesus getting arrested and how his disciple Judas betrayed him.
Pastor Preston says that what Judas did can also be proven in human life.
And this can really tell tht the character of one can really shows who we are.
So what if a person gains the ultiamte talent in soccer and lacks integrity?
what pastor preston said was right, Integrity of the heart is more important than the talents.
Heroes, are often people who managed to do miraculous things and achieved the best in history.
He talked about a man whereby he saved many people during a crisis.
The reporter said that he was a hero, but that guy replied '' I'm not a hero, i'm just a normal civilian and i'm just doing my part for this world.''
AMAZING. This totally prove that integrity is more important than talents and useless talks.
As a Teenager of this generation, i found out that many teens in this world are living a life that covers their face with masks.
What do i mean? It means that we are living as a person that we think everyone else wants us to be.
Living a life whereby we are not living for ourselves but living for the people around us. Many teens never realise this, and it is a mindset that we gotta change.
The altar call was awesome, pastor preston cried. Ok, no link.
If i could remember, it was a time when we had to move towards the people we hurt in our life and talk with that person.
That part was really touching, there were cries everywhere and the prescence was overwhelming and it feels great.

Last session of radical conference
this is the only sermon which i wrote almost nothing and feeling lethargic.
that sermon was about Jesus healing a paralytic. Luke 5 : 17
that verse talks about the healing and etc. Go read it yourself :D
Sorry gotta pause here, but gonna continue this post. Await in another 4 hours time! :D
God bless people!
Continued --> alright, really feel like nothing to post.
Me, hann and warren took a pict with the shrek. So for those who misses Pastor Preston, check him out!

Ps. i'm there man! :D and if the pict is too big, too bad.

results fiasco

2008-05-14T21:00:00.002+08:00

I NOW HAVE 80 % OF NOT MEETING THE TSP!!!!!
that is freaking good la. :D
short post means good post.

rubbish

2008-05-12T21:41:00.003+08:00

Well, saturday was Great.
Church was attended as usual.
The praise and worship moment was really fantastic. :D
Had a new member, the name's elaina( if i'm not wrong )
First day of school, not that anticipating because of results.
I failed my biology -.- but i'm sure i can get a few more marks extra. :D
and also i didn't really do quite well for chemistry. Only 52/85 which is like darn terrible la.
Mentioning about chinese. i passed :D
Moody day i suppose. My teachers warned us about the mid year E maths paper.
He says '' majority will see obnoxious results'' No way -.-
Speaking of which, combined humanities paper could have gotten today, just that Mrs ong was absent! I wished i could get mine.
More upcoming papers to be returned, just hoped that English will be a more than just a pass but a subject that will make me get distinct! :D
Been Studying hard and will do better for Prelim.
Good thing is that, so far no fails :D
God bless me ~
Well shall blog more next time.
ciaos~

LOLA

2008-05-07T23:10:00.002+08:00

LOLA~ my favourite word.
Today visited the HP service center, the journey was darn long. From woodlands to River valley secondary there.
when there to fixed my laptop. The entire Hardware crash. omg -.-
The trip was wasted by playing psp games.
I was kinda lost, till i ask the service counter.
And it was another long way to that tower. my gosh.
After reaching there, talked to the HP people, they took my comp and repaired it.
The shocking thing was that the guy actually said '' hey, did you drove here? ''
And i gave him a reply ''i'm underage''
This tells me that, HP often has no teenagers coming, they musta mistaken. -.-
Went to grandma house to visit her since it was on the way.
Passed her the baby photos of Emma in England.
She was delighted, that is for sure.
Ate there and had a chat with her, it's good to see that she is still strong and healthy! God totally bless her. :D
After, went to woodlands and bought several things.
Tomorrow i'm so gonna buy a Kyrios Gundam model.
It's so cool man, gonna keep one as collection. :D
That's all, ciaos~

Exams facade!

2008-05-06T17:09:00.003+08:00

Seriously man, exams is a total fiasco!
it's so tough !
well, i studied alot this time, hope at least won't get to meet principal that's all.
E maths has never been a forte and voila, the maths paper turns out to be so tough!
It's not even for a average sec 5 to do! Let alone express students too!
Church has been fun and enjoyable, especially when we've got those crazy peeps around! It sure was fun. :D
Without Doreen for a month, actually i kinda pity her, despite so much hard work she pull through, yet she can't even go for her exams.
Well, she got some what panick illness or whatsoever~ LOL
Got some anonymous comment from weirdos lately, i don't mean tag.
Science paper has hilarious, bio wasn't that bad, Chemistry was just fine.
But for both paper i did all question ( which you are not suppose to )
Well, i regretted, should have used the remaining time to sleep.~
English paper was ok? Chinese sucks!
In conclusion i just don't wanna see that Tsp.
Been visiting people's blog lately, Zi fengs one was the most extreme.
He wrote his will?! Yea he did. -.-
It's not exactly a REAL will, it's like typing something for fun. LOL
Anyways, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to edmund's mum. :D
She took care for me everytime i go to edmund's house.
So gotta wish her too.
And Doreen, welcome (back) to school. Can con't to crazy with simlin. LOLA
Celestine's blog is totally OUT of ORDER.
Yao joe's blog is also about exams, same tragedy!
He got sick during the bio paper, causing me to move to his sit, well, that doesn't matter, i've got many papers to peep. LOL
Andy, he mention about going to hell ( zhang fu's place ). LOL
For lisa, the moment i visit her blog, i will see the ''AMAZING GRACE, HOW SWEET THE SOUND''
Well, no life right? visiting blogs and such.
That is indeed nothing to do alright!?
Anyways, warren entertained me well this time.
He got me this video of the brand abercrombie, LOL
darn hilarious.
Check it OUT!

Jogathon................

2008-03-28T21:57:00.004+08:00

Alright, it's been so so long since i visited my own blog, therefore i will post at least. :D
Wanna talk about church first, the service i attend the previous week was totally awesome!
Knowing more about life's burden and trial, and also how come humans are living a lie always.
Many people comes up with their own conclusion and answer.
They make their own answers out, and the result was living a lie, why? Because they dunno what exactly is the situation yet they make their own ending.
That causes doubts in them, coming up with their own answer.
Such people are rather Choleric people, sensitive yet unwillingly to admit.
well, somehow that's the impt thing i learnt.
Next is today's jogathon, it was quite boring in the beginning, but at the latter part, it's gets so intriguing.
The jogathon was held at chinese garden, i didn't know that it has such breathtaking scenaries, it was awesome and the place gave me a different impression.
The sec 4 & 5 cohort gotta wait so long for their turn to run, and when it was finally our turn, we thought that we could finish it as soon as possible and go home, yet while the run has just started, it rained..........
and it was such a heavy rain that makes running so stupid.
Teck han and the others were behind continuing their usual jokes, and many people joined him.
I guess that only wei hao, edmund, jia hao, jun rong, chow chern and me ran for the sec 5 batch.
it was a tough run on the slippery path, and there were many turns, manage to complete the course asap.
i think the most encouraging part was when the ccac supportted us. LOL
At the ending line, i was so darn sure i couldn't get top 20, at least arnd the top 30 range.
Jia hao's position was really the most unexpected result as he come in the 21st position, no award. LOL
Edmund got 4th and it's a congratulation for him as he really piah all the way.
Quite a cool win though, thought he will be 3rd.
The fun did not just end from here, just when everyone thought that the whole school has finished the race, little did they expect that a bunch of funny people are still right behind completing their course.!
It took them about 45 minutes to return, and THAT'S REAL LONG.
While the wait continues, some of us just gathered to have a chat, and voila, they've returned.
They came back in a straight row and it was really a funny sight as they really was the most extreme last position that was ever seen in a 2.4 km race.
They came back and kept laughing amongst themselves.
It was really a wonderful exprerience for a 2.4 race, as it's been quite long since i ran in such heavy rain.
After the prize presentations, the group decided to take a group photo together at some pagoda tower thingy.
i edited the pictures and i think they are rather good, enjoy!

The pagoda tower :D

5 1/2 Photo of togetherness.

Alright! that's it! ciaos :D
Only a fool will repeats it folly.
From tim.

wooo lala

2008-03-09T19:48:00.003+08:00

It's been awhile since i posted. well, back to posting!
it all started on 8th march 2008, Saturday.
Had breakfast with mum and chatted over mas selamat issues, i really think that this guy must be awesome to escape singapore prison, this really pulls down the reputation of singapore's security.
This totally shows that singapore is way too complacent with their work till they slack too much and when such tragedy happens, they panic.
Well, some people do excoriate the government for it's failure in protecting the country, and i stand on their side. LOL
anyway, after that went to church, it only consists of several non bb and gb girls as they went for camp. D:
which totally means that yesterday was totally BORING without them, at least lisa spices up the cell grp alot! by sharing and blah blah blah..
and abigail totally traumatize me with her 'melodious' voice. LOLA!
after that, went for service and all the bb and gb people tagged along and it's really ALOT of people.
Sermon held by brother ri xiang. Talking about purpose.
didn't really catch alot from what he said, at least i tried! LOL.
but the P&W was great, and the voice by the people were so loud, it totally brings up the spirit as we were jumping!!
once the service ended, we all went to the Killiney restaurant to have delights! :D
the food there isn't that delightful after all.......
Well, in the end, i played with my food.......
alright, cut the long story short.
finished food and took bus home, chatted with several people like wei hao and qi jun.
and i realise i left mu guitar at church, so i quickly sms lisa to ask her to help me take it, well, she did! THANKS LISA, THIS IS FOR YOU! :D
Went back home and slept, the very next day.
Both me and Tim went to the woodlands regional library to start revising for O level, we were just afraid that the holiday mood will start to engulf my mind.
Fret not, it didn't. In fact, the mindset of studying is more sturdy.
It just seems like my perspectives towards studying is gradually changing, hope that lasts...
well, study for quite awhile and later lisa came and return me my guitar :D
beloved geeeeeeetar! :D
well, ciaos! :D

2008-02-27T21:09:00.004+08:00

Problems arises in people's life frequently like flipping a notebook.
my friends, don't let problems affect you, let it be bad or good, it doesn't matter.
what's most impt is that you don't give up, if over a small little matter or a big matter and you fall from it, then stand again from that problem.
My class did wrote this on the encouragement board '' life is just like an awful song , but if we believe, we can overcome it.''
that is pure encouragement indeed.
little things can slowly accumulate to problems, but let it be a test, pass it and make yourself good out of it.
No matter what, life will definitely face problems, there is no such thing as perfect, stress free, anti-problem type of lifestyle for humans.
And if life is without a single mistake, what can we learn? nothing.
So, don't think you are the only one out there having problems in life, everyone does.
But overcome it with positive mindset, don't let external thinkings affect your decision.
Problems make us grow, let us learn, make us mature.
I do have problems, but it taught me to avoid it, though it takes time, at least its progressing.
if it is friendship problem, Speak to it.
if it is academic problem, work on it.
if it is family problem, love it.
if it is relationship problem, learn it.
this post is mainly for people who has spoke to me about problems in life that they are facing, hope you all are reading it.

SATURDAY!!!!!!

2008-02-24T00:07:00.004+08:00

23rd feb 2008

so what can i say?~
IT'S CHURCH AGAIN! WHOOSH!
today was great! really! cell grp was a success and so was the service!
shall praise Lord abt it. :D

It started with cell grp, there was really low attendance for today, but the games was terrific!
there was me, tim, giana, emeline, shi min, joveis, chee wai and varma.
first game we played was what 猫抓老鼠? the later with a balloon game, using heads and legs to make sure the balloon doesn't drop to the floor! hahas!
last game we played was the all time popular game! CLING CLING.
all 3 small groups combined and play for the first time this year!
cool heh?
today we've got a newcomer that was brought by estherlyn, the nerd, she claims it.
well, had sharing by giana about how our small grp culture should be like.
i voiced out my opinion saying that the small group should be more approaching towards newcomers, cause we ARE really very cold towards them.
Giana was serious abt what she said today, saying we should not procrastinate about what we say.
that was like a total wake up call for me.
well, after that, went for service, had long queue as usual -.-
so here goes! :

Saturday Nite Life,
Preacher : Pastor Daniel
Title : What would Jesus do?

in life, we must really be concern on WHY we do certain things
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1.) He ministered to people He encountered while going about His daily life.

2.) Jesus met people where they were at and moved them one step closer to God.

3.) Jesus prayed for God to minister through Him
- Jesus made Himself, Nothing. He regards Himself as a human, and treats everyone equally.
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So the question is this, how do we apply it in our lives?
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1.) we can minister to people we encounter while going about our daily lives.
- we should minister to our oikos ( people arnd us )
Evangelism by listening ( Just listen, don't be a smart alec )
a. ) It puts my focus on the other person instead of on me.
b. ) It builds trust with the other person. Since he or she knows i'm not just pushing the gospel but am genuinely interested in his or her situation.
c. ) It helps me learn where God is working in that person's life, so i can join him in moving that person to the next level.

2.) We can meet people, where they are and move them one step closer to God.
- we must leave an impression to non-christians so that they will remember us the next time that impression comes to them.
- Evangelism is not an event but a process.

3.) We need to pray for God to minister through us.
- sometimes christians get too overly interested in the process not the people we are sharing the gospel to, so therefore we must be more concern about the people we are bringing and not the amount of people we are bringing.
- Prayer is like a dynamite that its explosion is so powerful that when people sees it, they got shock by it, just like when prayers work on non christians, they get shock and the seed is in them as we told them, that wasn't just a miracle healing but it was God's healing. :D
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like i said, sermon rocks big time!
the praise and worship was also great too!
sang the song, second chance by hillsong united.
its in my blog :D
shall not talk abt unhappy things.
well, its church day, let's not spoil it.
since its a once per week thing, we ought to give our best every week, showing enthusiasm and also showing other's that we are serious about christ! :D
O'Lord i praise you! :D